Chapter 23 diary13-26

13, see zheng renxiang in say, I then asked a sentence what, she said when to hand in the fee, I say: "casually," suddenly found xu qian in the back, hand on back, a burst of joy. Zheng renxiang then said to the companion, still did not leave, I then did not know where to come of cleverness, gave her the summary table, they naturally rejoice, I specially note xu qian very proud to turn over, I am extremely satisfied.

　　After a while, I couldn't figure out how to know. Anyway, looking up, xu qian stood at the desk with her hands free and easy in the pocket of her coat. I listened, and remembered, and watched her as she spoke without stopping. I glanced carefully, and saw her laughing. And "middle school English", then back to seat. She said one year, one companion said "one year", she said: "I want to order one year", I was very appreciative, and another moment she ordered for one companion, I can not help but wonder. But enough is enough.

　　When I opened my writing, xu qian stood behind me, as if with a pair of eyes watching, and I did everything very quietly. Suddenly she said when to pay money, I dare to busy say "as you like", still that sentence, but "then" change to "you", gather hot. Came up to me a lesson, teacher fei, I handed him a genre, the concept of sheep on the hill. < the fire yuanmingyuan > ", by the yuan zhang yanghao, watched and watched him out, goes forward to talking to Zheng Renxiang, xu qian and He Xianmei then look at the paper, see a super hands take reading, my in the mind have a kind of inarticulate meet immediately.

　　In my algebra class in the morning, teacher mei made a mistake in her homework. She said that only one person in the two classes got it right, and that in our class (the liberal arts class), I did the right thing, but I didn't feel anything. After seeming to hear to say that I did right, listen to be my name, but again not certain, I at this time think, class whether hear clearly is me, still have xu qian.

　　At noon, I went back to the classroom to watch my legend of China and foreign countries. When xu qian came to the classroom, wearing a dark red sweater, I felt very uncomfortable. Perhaps it is not a bad thing, but perhaps it is not, I thought, and I thought of the novel.

　　17, I have a new view of life, also changed to xu qian, I think now no matter, can not think simple, study well, the future... The dinning hall meets xu qian suddenly, felt suddenly, the appearance is not also, is the talent and the disposition originally, alas! Xu qian ye, non ye?

　　18. After Posting "stream", I found the words "editor of this magazine liu hui, ge yimin, qian xiaoyu (art worker)".

　　19, I think of the summer vacation in the third year of junior high school, my brother said to my parents that I must not take the ntu Chinese department, but my father asked me to fight, when Ming lung, in fact, what can not be taken down? I still trust myself.

　　20. In chemistry class, when doing experiments, the teacher found that there was no distilled water, so he nodded his head to me, so some students looked at me, xu qian! As I walked, I thought about what I should take. When I got to the platform, I took a test tube and quickly went to fetch water. After a while, I came back to my teacher.

　　Today, when I went upstairs, I suddenly met xu qian at the entrance of the stairs. However, I felt a rush in my heart and dared to rush upstairs. When I came to the classroom, I found she was reciting.

　　When I woke up in the morning, I had a vague dream that every country in Europe belonged to me, either by contact or by capture. It was like the ground that I was being pushed around on a map like Hitler. It's pathetic. I can't stand it.

　　I feel good today. Just after class at noon to go outside, suddenly listen to a tone shout me, see is father, then run down, originally is send rice, arrived at the dormitory, he walked. On the way, I suddenly saw xu qian walking.

　　23. In the morning, she handed over her literary works to zheng renxiang, but later, she said she handed them in, but he (teacher fei) did not approve, so he said leave them to her. Later told wang feng, then went out to buy paper, and in the evening chose again to send to "Chinese newspaper" editor li wenru, self-study and copied at night to send, it will fly away with a piece of my hope.

　　Last night when we blew communism, I must have felt as bad as if I had done something wrong. But now I think it is a science, a religion, like Christianity, and capital is the bible. A man who has been born with no business should be aboveboard. Marx has never met. Why believe in him? I can say: do not believe in communism, just like saying do not believe in Christianity, but a fair word, but some people read the camel on the horse back, mouth and heart, should believe, do not believe, should not force.

　　I think we should believe in ourselves, and we should think that people should: 1, pursue the truth of heaven and earth, 2, innocence. We should stand on the basis of the present, the present as it is, and the society as it is. Sorrow!

　　25, xu qian went to see the blackboard again, because be close to me, then very doubt, alas, make oneself sentimental also. Ma wenxiang was surprised to find me beautiful and said that maybe he thought about beauty.

　　26, teacher zhang said Mr. Ji told me that I was nanjing university material, teachers have a few, the students looked at me, I pretended not to know, but in the heart very happy, I must live up to my teacher.