CH: 35 DRUNK

After we finished our breakfast Jacob went straight into the room without saying a single word or making eye contact. His face was expressionless and because of that I couldn't find out what he was thinking; I was about to follow him when Krystal stopped me and said, "What are you doing?"

"I am going to take a look at Hyung. I think he is not feeling well right now." I replied

"Well I was at your place I shouldn't have followed him because; I feel like he is jealous right now. And rather than asking him, you should continue our activities to the extent until he agrees on it." She whispered in my ear and I nodded my head even though I was rejecting that in my mind. Because I already got to know that he loved me too.

"Krystal I have something to tell you." I said and we moved towards the couch to sit over there, "go ahead." She replied and made her comfortable on the couch, I was sure that I will tell her everything that happened yesterday. But I was not able to pick up the words I should start with, I looked at Krystal who was still looking at me with a look that she was waiting for what I'm going to tell her.

"I confessed," I said after taking a deep breath.

"You mean I LOVE YOU." She shouted loudly, I hit her hand to calm down as she shouted very loudly and I was sure that Jacob heard it already.

"Please calm down, and speak slowly." I said requesting her to calm down, "yes, I confessed to him."

"What, how, when, why? Didn't you say that you wanted to know whether he loved you or not then why you confessed him before that? And if you confessed why he is acting like nothing happened?" she said

"Why you always ask me so many questions at the same time whenever I tell you about him and me? Just calm down I will tell you and now be quiet."

"It was a very intense situation and I confessed him and then he kissed me out of nowhere; and then he said that he love me too." I completed without giving her much details.

"Then why he is like this?" she asked confusingly.

"Because he doesn't remember anything as he was drunk," I said and sighed as this was the only thing that I hated that he doesn't remember anything.

"Why you always get intimate when one of you both is drunk?" she said annoyingly and hit my head and after hearing that I realized that it wasn't a lie because we only kissed whenever one of us had consumed alcohol. "Was alcohol the only reason we kissed" I said to myself, while rubbing the spot where Krystal hit me.

"Ah! You ruined my mood mason." She exclaimed.

"What's it is to do with your mood, why are you offended? I believe that i am the one who should be offended" I asked when she again hit my head lightly and said, "Why wouldn't I be offended I ship you both."

"Is it only because of your shipping that you are supporting me?" I asked getting offended as I was already pissed off because of what was happening.

"Hey! Mason are you stupid. Do you really think so that just because of my shipping I will do all that I am doing right now, I really want to find your happiness, even though I don't know all of your pain but I know that you suffered alone and I want you to find someone, who loves you the same you love them? I want you to be with someone who will never let you feel alone and I know that Jacob is the right one for you because you truly love him; I see that and he is really an idol partner to be with." She said caressing my back and hugged me gently as she knew I was really down at that moment.

"I'm sorry Krystal." I said as my anger went away and my guilt arose, I wrapped my hands around her too and said, "thank you, for helping me Krystal during my ups and downs. I REALLY LOVE YOU." I completed my words and when we parted away I saw Jacob standing near the door of our room and his eyes were fixed on me.

I felt like he was giving me death glares or something, but as soon as our eyes met he went straight to the kitchen. I watched him when he made his way to the kitchen and didn't remove my eyes from him. I was screaming in my mind at that moment because from the past few days everything was going wrong between me and him and I was already drowning in the sadness and the more I'm trying to get out I'm falling more into it and that was really breaking me down. I was shattering in a thousand pieces and I was unable to fix it because I was the only one doing all this.

After he drank a glass of water he again went inside. I was still looking at the closed door when Krystal shook me and said, "Listen I have something that I want to talk to Jacob, so just stay here I am going to talk to him."

"But what?" I asked expecting an answer but she ignored me and went inside. And I just sat there dumbfounded as I had no idea what will happen next.

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