1 Chapter 1 (prologue)

Living life is supposed to be like this....peaceful, free from all the drama, being free is the best, I don't need to have a girlfriend to worry about. All I need is to focus on myself and improve myself. I became quiet successful, graduating from college my whole life as a virgin and never experiencing doing it with a girl. It's not like I had no interest on them, it's just that I learned that loving a woman is something that is too hurtful and too time wasting. Even if you give her everything, she will want more and would break up with you when you can't sustain her greed anymore. Maybe I just picked the wrong woman, or maybe I'm just too afraid to experience that again.

My first love, sara is a japanese woman with a short black hair and a good looks. We dated for 2 years during my high school days, we were the dream couple, mix with my good looks and her good looks we are like a famous person that became a couple. Well that didn't last, since sara is a greedy person who likes me to give her a gift every time we go on a date. She wants expensive things, of course I can give it to her, but I have to work hard for it. Working a part time job at my parents company, I'm able to make good money for a high schooler.

"Let's break up...you don't love me anymore, right?" She said as I miss a gift or two when we got on a date.

I was upset back then, but right now I'm just chilling and handling my parent's company. My parent's have a good company that is pretty famous in japan. If I say so myself I improved my parent's earnings for the past years that I have been working here. I didn't neglect my own ambition to improve myself, so I would exercise even after a long day of work. Well I wanted to be fit enough and have a bit of strength so when someone tries to rob me or fight me I could fight back. I learned some self defense skills as well

I sighed as I contemplated what happened to me for the past few years. I sip my hot coffee then suddenly heard a knock.

*knock knock!

"Yes?" I answered then heard a familiar feminine voice coming from the door.

"I came to introduce the new employee that we got recently" the feminine voice said with professionalism in her voice.

"Come in" I said then the door opened, two female came in the office. One girl has a blonde hair and a plump breast that is wearing a shirt that shows her cleavage. This is my secretary, well she is wearing that seductive uniform to seduce me, but it won't work since I have been obsessed with a book about self improvement and how woman can distract you from your goal. Reading that book everyday that is made by binirubukuro turn me into the man that I am.

"Ahem! Introduce yourself" my secretary, alice said while looking at the new employee. I look over at her and raised my eyebrow as she look at me with wide eyes.

'Huh? Does she know who I am?' I thought while I observe her wide eyes.

"M-my name is sara nakajima, It's nice to meet you" she said, hearing her name it struck a familiar name that I have been burying in my memory. The name of the girl that changed me forever, I don't remember how she looks exactly but I know that she looks good and a have a short hair.

"Yeah, I'm expecting great things from you for now on, secretary alice leave for a moment I have something to tell her" I ordered alice, she nodded then whispered something to sara. Sara turned nervous and looks down. Soon alice left the room while sara just stands up in front of me.

"Come sit down here, which one do you prefer to drink coffee or tea?" I asks her while I start the machine to brew something.

"I-Im gonna have a tea" she answers while she sat down slowly on the sofa that is meant for my guests.

I sat down and served her the tea that I made and the coffee for myself.

"Ahem! So let me be straightforward....do you know me or something?" I asks her with confusion, since I know that look she gave me. I've seen that shocked look over and over again whenever someone recognizes me when I was in college or in high school.

"N-No, what made you think that way?" She asks back with confidence hiding her embarrassment.

"Okay, I guess you're not that sara when I was in high school. Sorry about that, you can go back to work now" I said then suddenly I saw tears coming out of her eyes.

"I-I'm sorry, I'm gonna go now" she said while trying to hide her tears as she walk towards the door. I stopped her then look at her with a confused expression.

"Why are you crying?" I said while I wipe her tears out of her face trying not to ruin her make up.

"I-it's just that....I-I'm just happy you remember me even a little bit" she said, I frowned as I heard her words.

"What do you mean by that?" I asks her, she smile then said "I still remember you nakayama kou"

Hearing what she said I was shocked, but didn't let it show in my face.

"Then why are you crying? I don't remember you loving me back in anyway back then" I said, suddenly she hugged me.

"T-that was when I was young, I made a mistake by doing that to you. I have been dreaming about meeting you again and apologizing. I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" She said, I took her arms out of my body then look at her in the eyes.

"Well...that doesn't matter right now, anyways do your best in your job" I said then sat back down on my chair.

"Un...." she nodded with sadness visible on her face.

Sara went outside then suddenly was stopped by alice.

"So what did the boss told you?" Alice asks her, sara shook her head with sadness on her face ignoring alice's question.

"Did he fired you already? Or something?"

"N-no! It was just that he told me to do my best"

"Okay.....don't forget what I told you, the boss can't be seduced no matter what" alice said, sara nodded then followed alice.

'Is it my fault that he turn into that?' She thought while she remember kou's cold eyes when talking to her.

A/n: well this is a prologue....it will be 2to 4 cjalters of prologue (maybe).....this is so cringe that ai might not continue this lol

This is something I was planning to write, but I decided to write an aot fanfic....well this is what I wrote and didn't wrote anything anymore