The Ego

I'm sitting in my room with Rhine lab members here who literally have connections with R.I but for Tin Man himself I've built a monument and even an Archive dedicated to his Race with many achievements and glory as a form of Respect as we go to space but I'm postponing the journey to the space even we're literally doing high-level negotiations even all the way from representatives every Region that work with Rhodes Island.

Sargon, Mino, Laterano, Columbia, Bolivar, Ursus, Yan, Rim Biliton, Iberia, Ægir, Higashi, Yan, Kazdel, Leithanein, Victoria.

All the operators and even workers from those countries negotiated here and reached an agreement without manipulation from me, I just silent and listening but in my mind there was something missing, namely purpose.

What is our purpose in space? To find out or just to travel? A very ambiguous question that even raises debates, especially about threats.

Still some people here are afraid of the "threat" of the universe until someone points it out that is none other than me.

"The biggest threat in this world is none other than the being you cling to it, put hope and faith, bring you the light, be realistic here. Don't fear anything, If you didn't survive of the fear, you can leave behind something to others how to conquer the fear that kills you, to stand against the fear that makes you shiver from head to toes, To look it in the eye of that fear. I never fear you! there, Problem solved. everything is simple of you know how it works, you just think so much theory, possibility and never face it like how its done. For example, The biggest fear of life is death, yet i hold it hand with smile and accept it with open arm when it called me to rest, the biggest fear of history is the future that has no certainty yet i never stop to walk to that future, bright or darkness is irrelevant for the life and i didn't fear of worst possible outcome, we can start over and change, Redemption is a thing but someone who cannot be saved anymore needs little correction by two ways, rethink or fist. Civilized or Barbarian, You choose. I can go both" I was hit by Kal'tsit then I giggled because she hit me not hard as usual.

"Grand sage of hypocrisy talks bullshit, Ignore his Shenanigans but his advice is enough to lead us about how to handle this problem of his deed" everyone looked at me and I casually drank my coffee comfortably.

"Taste bland, My saliva tastes better than this. Who made this?" I was smacked by Kal'tsit because this is her coffee that she drinks and makes by her own.

"Ehem, Continue. Who wants to go to space?" Only 30 percent of the residents raised their hands.

"Who wants to observe the space?" 40 percent of the residents raised their hands.

"Who wants to retire?" I raised my hand and I was immediately hit again by Kal'tsit, I'll stack this when I fuck her later.

"Be serious!" I look at Kal'tsit who is annoyed while I myself am actually annoyed but let it go, She is just expressing her emotions.

"Lets continue, So its decided then. We halt space exploration until we are ready, Everyone do your job. Valtor" I had disappeared from the meeting room and sat in my work room where I was analyzing the progress and development of these days until the time when Rhine Lab visited my room to have a casual chat with them in questioning the development of the spaceship, although I admit that this Spaceship is loved by everyone especially their curiosity even Closure, Mechanist, many other workers and operators have absolute wholesome time to enjoy it.

The entire Rhine Lab group left and Kal'tsit entered and locked the room, I turned off the CCTV camera and looked at Kal'tsit.

"Finally, I found an answer" I then looked at Kal'tsit with a confused look and raised one of my eyebrows.

"ID, suppressor, Vehicle. ID is identity, Suppressor is restraint, Vehicle is a vehicle for movement" Kal'tsit then walked over and sat on my right desk.

"If you want to see the future then don't throw away who your identity is, restrain all your ego for the desire future and the vehicle is the effort you make to reach that future, I found your hidden message Valtor, I figured it out" I clapped my hands proudly, Although I had no thought or intention of making a philosophy that deep, Yeah act create history, History create knowledge, Knowledge create innovation, Innovation create act, Repeat.

"You are indeed a great partner Kal'tsit. Despite all of my chaotic act, you figure it out the hidden meaning behind my act. That is the future I describe in action. Don't throw away who you are, accept and acknowledge it. Resist your ego to make the future you want to hope for. With a vehicle that is formed by effort, the greater the effort you make, the greater the vehicle and the comfort of driving into that future. What price do you want?" Kal'tsit approached me and looked at me comfortably.

"I wonder what Theresa meant by me being alive?" I nodded and showed her the what if reality where Depressed me exists.

Kal'tsit saw that and then looked at the end of the timeline, Ishar-mla was now empty. Skadi and It are still fighting over dominance in this void timeline where they want two things. Logically existence where there is Body, Mind, Soul. while Skadi's current existence is Mind Of Ishar-mla or True We Many, Soul of Skadi, While the body is Skadi body yet Ishar-mla has dominance for it now.

After My alter "Death" Skadi soul blame Ishar-mla for it incompetence to protect me, because history wise, When Ishar-mla Succed devouring all Terra Inhabitant and seek me. I saw only skadi in there, Pure Skadi soul trapped in cage of eldritch flesh, my alter version did not lose hope to save "Her trapped Soul".

Time after time passed, I helped destroy the cells in that soul and the result was successful, Skadi soul free but, still there but, Her mind still Ishar-mla. Ishar-mla in other hand wanted to assimilate with me and make me true alpha Seaborn who lead them beyond the sky.

Ishar-mla cried, literally the abomination could not cry but because of the sorrow by Skadi Soul Effecting Ishar-mla hive mind and acknowledging it. Human persistence, human belief, humanity can create miracles and it takes a long time but it's all worth it.

Kal'tsit was sad to see Skalter still mourning the death of the Alter Version of me, she didn't have time to say goodbye or even thank you, Regret for Ishar-mla and emptiness for Skadi.

"You bastard, you broke a woman's heart and shattered the laws of nature by making something that has no soul cry" I took the compliment from Kal'tsit's mouth.

"Forgive me for my alter self, what do you think? Save her or eliminate her?" I watched as Kal'tsit approached Skadi and analyzed her.

"Judging from Skadi's genetic state maybe we can reverse engineer her" I nodded and then analyzed Skadi with all my power, I have analyzed everything and will record this on the Ascendant.

"We reverse engineer it ?" Kal'tsit realized the error of her words.

"No. I mean, we can figure it out" I walked toward the door and immediately locked the room

"We? I've never done any experiments related to Abyssal Hunter, especially Reverse Engineering Abyssal Hunter Genetic mutation. This has intrigued me for a long time, is this Ægir's idea or yours?" Kal'tsit retreated reflexively, judging from her emotions that changed from panic, shock, confusion, fear.

"No, I never" I locked Kal'tsit in front of the entrance to my room, I did kabeddon you could say.

"Lie, tell me the truth" Kal'tsit turned her face away and did not look me directly in the eye, I took her face and looked at him.

"Confess! Look me in the eye when I talk to you" Kal'tsit looked me full in the eye and I looked at her softly, a look where I wanted her whole.

"No, you keep all your secrets from me and I don't want to reveal my secrets to you" I approached kal'tsit's ear and blew on it.

"what secret do you want to know?" Kal'tsit was silent because I was sure there was still a lot she wanted to know.

Kal'tsit then explained all the things he wanted to know. First, whether the injection I used could cure Oripathy. Second, whether I can take Kal'tsit to see another Alternate Time. Third, Kal'tsit wants to know about Ascendant's Archive because some people here are also curious about Ascendant. Fourth

"How many women do you want to claim?" I looked at Kal'tsit who currently had a frowning face.

"You always be the first" I was pinched by Kal'tsit then I laughed because I didn't answer but changed the subject.

"I know that, I'm just asking. who will be the next, except that bird and Theresa! I don't want you tarnished Theresa!" I grinned at Kal'tsit and whispered to her.

"I will tarnished and violated her without your consent" Kal'tsit choked me but I held her hands back immediately.

"Doctor, Kal'tsit. are you there?" We heard Theresa's voice outside my room.

"Talk about the devil. Is there a problem Theresa ?"

"What are you two doing there ?"

"We" I covered Kal'tsit's mouth by kissing her, I used voice manipulation and Frequency made a voice like Kal'tsit.

"We are doing research on some problems, don't worry." The frequency's voice was so real that even Kal'tsit herself was surprised. Our tongues were still dueling in Kal'tsit's mouth, Kal'tsit wanted to break away but I kept her locked in here until I undressed Kal'tsit and started squeezing Kal'tsit's very soft and tender breasts.

"Can I join?" Kal'tsit panicked and I didn't let go of Kal'tsit from my grip.

"Thank you Theresa but we are doing some pretty exciting research only your presence is breaking our concentration, I would love for you to join but Kal'tsit doesn't seem happy about it" Kal'tsit glares into my eyes but I give her the truth. Theresa comes in and she will join the "Sex", if Theresa goes she will be sulking to Kal'tsit.

"Kal'tsit is not like that Doctor, That's not Kal'tsit, tell me honestly where Kal'tsit is" I released my kiss and Kal'tsit gasped and then glared at me.

"Theresa, don't worry. I'm disciplining the Doctor especially the trouble he's made" I nodded and was interested to know how this would go.

"Let me join you then" I grinned and Kal'tsit panicked, really panicked.

"No, don't. ahhhhh" I played with Kal'tsit's already muddy pussy a little at a time, Kal'tsit held my hand that was playing with her pussy mouth.

"Did you just moan? Are you and doctor having sex right now?"

"Slander, We didn't. Kal'tsit is having her back massage from me" Kal'tsit looked at me with tears starting to come out, I couldn't bear it so I stopped but Kal'tsit held my hand and wanted me to play her pussy again.

"Did you?"

"Yes, he is massaging my back right now"

"Let me see it" Kal'tsit panicked and I silenced Kal'tsit's mouth with my hand then played her G Spot ferociously.

"Come in" Kal'tsit panics and our door opens, Theresa sees Kal'tsit lying on my desk and me massaging her back gently.

"See ?" Theresa nodded and then sat on my living room chair, we chatted and Kal'tsit was still being massaged comfortably from vein massage, muscle massage and relaxation massage.

"I'm still curious, you were discussing problems and then suddenly the context is massage" Kal'tsit did not answer while I held my laughter and massaged Kal'tsit's hips.

"Well, Kal'tsit is a little stressed because the pressure she receives, especially the lack of self love, makes her push herself a little. That's why I alleviated some of her problems and gave her some self-love by massaging her" Kal'tsit nodded at the pillow and then I secretly made her fall asleep.

"Is that so?" This woman is testing my patience right now, patience Valtor, patience.

"Yes, is there anything I need to know or is there anything you want to say" Theresa then approached us and I rubbed my hands because they were full of this oil.

"I like you doctor"

"I like you too Theresa"

"I love you doctor, no, Valtor"

"i love you too your majesty, no, Theresa"

"can you please listen not answering immediately"

"Sure"

"I've liked you for a long time Valtor, ever since you became Duke Sephiroth where I idolized you, you had a smile on your face, you brought justice to your people, you didn't even discriminate against infected or non-infected even my own race who should have been hated by the entire population on Terra, I wanted to implement your ways to my people, I succeeded and made myself king until my own family, the only family I lived with did things I didn't want or expect. But you helped me and even gave me a broader view of the conditions outside my own country, you gave me a new start. it's true what Kal'tsit said, you are unique too unique even I admit, we can't imitate you or even equal you yet you grab our hand to walk together is just confusing, What do you want to change here Valtor"

"Fate" There was total silence here, I interrupted Theresa out of feeling.

"What?"

"Fate, a fate that has been determined since the beginning of creation itself which no one can change no matter what. I am trying to change that and even change the destiny of all of you slowly but surely. I am changing the thread of each individual's destiny, first from Kal'tsit's background, then Khagan, then Seaborn, then Ursus discrimination, then Someone parent death, then family fate, then this and that. I turned it all into happy and wholesome. Because I know since a long time ago, This Universe, this very planet nature is nothing more than war, chaos, tragedy, sadness, bad thing, name every thing that makes the worst possible outcome, I try to change that bit by bit with my own accord and some accomplished some didn't. and I'm glad, Im glad my hard work or many acts I did fruit something, I know sometime fruit is not always sweet and tasty sometime is bitter and taste weird, I took whole bite of that fruit and experience the taste, that is the purpose of my existence here. Experience everything, I know sometime I can't get the best possible outcome from my vision yet I know I can change it yet I didn't because I want to experience it" Theresa approached me then gave myself a peck on my lips.

"That's your uniqueness Valtor. changing something that can't be changed, that's also what changed my heart at that time just wanting the welfare of my people even because of the feelings I had when I heard you experienced that tragedy made me immediately hit, I used Civilight Eterna to find you and you survived even though you were slightly disabled, I protected you and learned from you even though I knew at that time you were still limited" Theresa then hugged me warmly and embraced me tightly.

"My heart wants to follow you wherever you go, be or do. I know it's very selfish but that's love, that's my love for you. I was selfish to ask for your help and Kal'tsit to build my kingdom even though I knew I could build it myself, I was selfish not to see the suffering of my race outside Kazdel even my brother's efforts even though I knew he only wanted to avenge my race discrimination, I was selfish towards choosing a successor, Amiya as King of Fiend" Theresa then sat on my lap and then removed her hug from me, I smiled at Theresa then Theresa began to unbutton her three buttons from the top.

"Now I am selfish enough to take you from Kal'tsit in front of Kal'tsit" I looked at Kal'tsit who had not moved.

"zzzzzzzz" She is already in dream mode.

"is this cheating?"

"No, its sharing"

"Feline doesn't like sharing"

"I'm Sarkaz, I do what I like"

"I'm Human, I hate egoist Sarkaz" I pulled Theresa closer and took her face close to mine.

"especially a sick Sarkaz like you, I have to treat it" I kissed Theresa softly and our tongues swirled beautifully while Kal'tsit gave a small growl then went back to sleep comfortably.