Me as myself

I've been doing various medications and treatments in Rhodes Island until I myself forgot to sleep.

Ever since Theresa returned to become Sarkaz some of the residents of Rhodes Island and even former Babel are grateful that the kind benevolent person returned, Bullshit.

"Valtor ~~~" This succubus girl keep pestering me, Even want me to become my alter version, She down bad when i become a king.

She smile innocently to everyone but when we alone she smile erotically, I want to eat her really bad but i stuck in this hell hole called Rhodes island.

"How can i help you Logos?" Logos sat on the chair in front of me, I chewed my homemade snacks that I intentionally hid in the R.I cafeteria.

"Thank you for taking care of our king" I nodded then swallowed the food in my mouth then laughed.

"You're welcome, don't be so modest, just talk casually" Logos nodded and I happened to be curious about the Sarkaz Girl in particular.

"Is there anything interesting in Kazdel that you know "fun" You know, you know" Logos chuckled and nodded, He knows what I mean.

"In many slums in Kazdel, there is a place like that but you know, to find that you need a little bit charm doctor, I mean you are handsome but sometimes handsome is not the bait for Sarkaz Girl" I covered Logos mouth with my hand and hissed at him.

"Many ears in here, do not spoil my escape" Logos nodded then I sighed, then went back to eating my snack.

"So, you want to visit Kazdel?" I nodded and then looked at the practice and work schedules that were empty, this was good.

"Yes, for enthusiastic walk. Is your mom single?" I immediately closed my mouth, slip out of tongue there.

"No I mean Confessarius, not shinning or the current head but the other one also can you tell me about Lich Royal Court libraries? I have interest going in there" Logos thought for a moment and looked at me seriously.

"You don't have the authority to visit there Doctor, I'd be honored to receive you but since Kazdel's condition is a bit out of control, I suggest you don't go there" What Logos said was true, especially the condition of the Royal Court as well as some Common Folk there who were a bit unorganized as a whole.

"Many potential yet ruined by something useless, I sympathize with Kazdel's condition, putting aside the tragedy of Theresa's death which is just a hoax here, do you think Kazdel can be rebuilt again with Theresa's return?" Logos thought while I waited, As the prince of Royal court from Kazdel, he should understand this especially infrastructure development, If I can take care of Ursus why Kazdel can't ? that is the question that has always been a challenge for me, should I rule by fist then rule by caress or rule by bloodbath then rule by paradise. The two connotations are very decisive for the future of Kazdel, Theresa has done the first connotation even though it is reversed, namely rule by kindness yet get outruled by hatred and what happens? If I don't save Theresa then Act 10 where Theresa will become a pawn of Theresis' game.

No, I'm not playing chess here with a depressed person who never learns from mistakes and let go of grudges to move on, Move on please. why do you keep drowning in hatred ?

"I think it's impossible Doctor, with Her Majesty King Theresa already losing her status as King of Kazdel and with Miss Amiya as the successor of Sarkaz King art makes this even more complicated and out of control" I admit there is a point, losing status determines the right to lead, Indeed Theresa is still recognized and respected but She is not a king anymore, Now the current king is none other than Theresis by default.

"Is new king selection or coronoation possible?" Logos thought for a moment, Theresa sat next to us and Logos saluted Theresa.

"How about you become the king of Kazdel, Doctor? As the devil of babel maybe you will lead us to utopia" I also have that suggestion but seeing the alternate timeline that is What If then I don't want that to happen and I have to find out the truth and future with Ascendant or my power.

"That's a good possibility, Your Majesty King Theresa"

"Please stop calling me Your majesty, im not king anymore" Logos saluted while I was in deep thought.

"No king rules forever.....Pass down legacy....adventure and enjoy what you have Valtor"

"Valtor...valtor" I realized and saw Theresa panicking looking at me, I wrinkled my face and saw Theresa pointing at me more precisely on my right side and my left side.

I turned my head and there was a black and white light beside me, a black light on my left and a white light on my right.

"Life Death?" These two lights danced like jumping on my shoulders, I smiled and nodded, They disappeared then I sighed, Death and Life shooting me, I wonder of that.

"Doctor, are you alright? If Miss Theresa offended you then I as a representative apologize to you" I looked at Logos who was trembling slightly, I didn't expect the Life and Death embodiment to affect everyone here, judging from all of them who were trembling slightly. plus their emotions were almost close to black even Theresa.

"No, no, don't be like that. I was just thinking too deeply but I didn't expect you guys to be this panicked, what did you feel seeing those two lights?" Logos and Theresa looked at each other then looked at me.

"I don't know Doctor but my instincts said, Run, Run, Run, Run, then Stay, stay, Stay, Stay, My two instincts kept getting triggered" I nodded then sighed.

"Lets be honest with me, all of you here. What if, Someone who is the embodiment of death and life, neither concept nor simply control but life in full and death in full, Give me your opinion" Some people here thought and some gave opinions, especially the Operators and the medical team because scientifically no one on Terra was able to control Life in full or even Death, Some did not answer in full just considered it a myth, Even some Ancient Race even Originium Art was not able to control True Life or Death.

"What happened?" Kal'tsit came in with black eyes, She went all nighter again.

Kal'tsit was told by the Reserve team about the opinion of someone fully controlling Death and Life.

"If the subject in question is a resident here, it's impossible but it's a different subject if it's you." Several people agreed, If the subject is me, it might be a different discussion, Plus with the real evidence with the treatment and medication I did in Rhodes island, logically here I can control Life but Death? It's still questionable.

"If I can control death, is that making me your enemy?" Everyone in this cafeteria was confused because the question I asked was so ambiguous that it even caused division.

"You're making it up, how could you possibly control Death, it's true that some people and operator here can restore or turn on the condition of "Death" but full control ? never in entire history" Kal'tsit looked at me who raised an eyebrow and only looked at kal'tsit with a small smile.

Kal'tsit pulled my collar and looked at me seriously which was currently seen by many people even Amiya panicked seeing Kal'tsit suddenly went full rogue.

"Dont tell mev? You die againv?" I released Kal'tsit's grip and then sighed.

"I do not mean metaphorically, rhetorically, poetically, theoretically, or in any fancy way. Kal'tsit, I unexpectedly became the embodiment of Death and Life. Isn't that funny? I cannot die or be subjected to the condition of "death" yet Death hosts me and life itself is attached to it. Funny isn't it?"

"NO!" everyone spoke in unison then I closed my mouth and sucked down my juice.

"Do you understand how many times you've given me a headache? After pure originium, Ascendant, Cybernetic arm, ptilopsis supercomputer brain, now you become the embodiment of death and life? What are you hiding from me! Tell me everything in your mind! Your nature! Tell me everything you have!" Kal'tsit choked me hard then I just chuckled.

"Which one?" Kal'tsit popped a vein in her head then she called Mon3tr.

"Alright, can't be hurt ? I'll operate your brain, Mon3tr!" Mon3tr looked at me and I smiled.

"Mon3tr, speak."

"No Dr. Kal'tsit, the Doctor is not lying. He did become the embodiment of life and death but he suppressed it" everyone was surprised because Mon3tr was speaking in common language and it voice was female.

"Since when can you speak in that form?" Mon3tr was surprised and looked at me.

"Doctor! Don't use your powers on me!" Mon3tr left and Kal'tsit looked at me who was smiling.

"My nature is Chaos and War Kal'tsit. As the Marshal of the Heavens, War is what's in my flesh and blood, and war is literally my daily dose of dopamine. While Chaos on the other hand goes like this, I wonder if me doing this will break the balance of the universe or maybe it can change history for the future and let's see how "Chaos" plays out and you guessed it, Seeing you flabbergasted, amazed, scared, whatever reaction you express right now is the answer, and honestly it was fun, I had so much fun doing that, I would do it again. what ? rebuild Kazdel and crown myself a king ? easy, let me do it in seven days. Destroy the universe? I just need to sneeze and make you all die, Lead the entire Feraerus to wipe out the entire race? Throw fake food and they'll chew on each other, make the Feranmut submit to humans? Put a leash on them and they'll submit in no time, come on let me do chaos stuff until the scale of this universe just crumbles into oblivion while I'm just like, holy shit that was great, do it again," Kal'tsit got up and grabbed some coffee and poured it into a glass then she sat down next to me.

"Want some sugar?" Kal'tsit nodded and I snapped my fingers and out popped a small jar of pure, light-colored sugar.

I put one in and Kal'tsit drank it with relish and sighed.

"Valtor, give us some space. The more things you show us, the more things get complicated, the world is already complicated enough and adding you makes it even more complicated, I , sighed. Honestly, some of what you're doing is making things more complicated here, others are just, sigh. I need a vacation, Amiya booked a hotel for me not to work, I need a stress reliever and to make this jerk work hard"

"Done, the paperwork, meetings with donors, meetings to conduct missions outside Rhodes island, handling finances, handling guests as well as assessing the training of each operator as well as tests for the medical team I have prepared Dr. Kal'tsit and while you are on vacation I will leave everything to the Doctor"

"Done, all the work you mentioned I have done and all I have prepared in advance, Enjoy your vacation Dr. Kaltsit. And by the way, this is your suitcase complete with every food you like and some clothes you can wear there, plus some money around tens of millions of LMD in case you want shopping spree" I pushed Kal'tsit's suitcase with her cute face, a furious face with a very cute expression. Kal'tsit pulled out a vein and took the suitcase. I took a tissue and waved to Kal'tsit.

"Finally, Grumpy cat is gone. next is the former king and sadistic love bunny. Do you have any interest to go on vacation? I have already booked you the hotel" I waved the hotel booking book from all countries in Terra, Theresa refused while Amiya took the hotel booking book in Higashi, I immediately took Amiya's suitcase and Amiya went on vacation with several operators while Theresa was a little stubborn until I used the old trick.

"I will use my alter version when we date" And she went on vacation to Lungmen, While me? Well, I rubbed my hands together and then looked at everyone here.

"Finally, Three big boss is gone. now you all under my command. first thing to do is slacking off" My head was hit by Saria and I saw Tin Man.

"Doctor, I got the pass code" I took the Pass code and read it, I then used my phone and successfully activated this access.

I laughed and then tore off the pass code, looking at all the people here.

"Say. have any of you lived in spaceship ?" They all looked at me with confusion while I started smiling, Now I must create chaos and more chaos, I wonder what kal'tsit say about this discovery

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Kal'tsit journal.

He is the embodiment of death and life? Fuck him! I hate him more than myself.

If death is choosing him as it's host and able to use the death as freely as god, make him more threatening than the entire being in this universe. Just, I can't. I stop thinking when he says that, I just express my own heart feeling and he answers it.

war and chaos is his nature, chaos by mean isn't destroying but try something to break every scale available in this world and he succeed it.

Until that day, That very day I must release up all my wrath upon him, HE CREATING ENTIRE MASSIVE SPACESHIP IN 7 MINUTES WHILE 3 OF US ARE ON VACATION.

VALTOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRR!