why they did not give any answer?have I lost?

There was about one month after that test,there was the winter vacation, you can not believe that I started my everyday with this question and it covered my whole day, that have I lost? why they did not have any reaction till now?and so on.

And this continued until my cousin came and said that I had a phone call from someone who said that want to talk with you maybe she was your teacher or someone else...

that night I called to her and talked with, she said that you have to go to there which you took test, they will talk with you about the other things.

whole of the night I was thinking about the tomorrow, I did not know what they will do with my result, will they want to give me any money?yes maybe they will give me money, otherwise, what else can they do? how much will be the amount of that money? maybe 50 dollars or 100 dollars?oh I do not know, okay I will know after going there.

The sun arose and my beatiful day began, I my mother went there the way distance between our home till there was about 75 minutes it means an hour and 15 minutes when you want to go there on foot but it was about half-hour with car, by the way we went by car when I arrived there I went to the principal's office, and I said my name and my information,when he was searching my information I was very anxious about my result, on that time he said you won, you are qualified to be a student in here, you study freely everything as you want, it was very good opportunity for me it was absolutely a great offer for me that I have ever had studying somewhere like this freely I could not imagine it even in my dreams I was shocked, but he said you can start from today if you want and he said all of information about the rules of there and I accepted them and I and my mother coming out from the office my mother was really proud of me, I said what can I do mother do I need to come here for studying?

she said: of course you have to come and learn.

I said: but mother here is farther than us how can come we do not have any money to pay it as fare of taxi,my brother just can earn 150 rupees, this is all our expenses for a week, if I want to come with car I will take the your rights, how can I give 70 rupees in a week when we need to it. so I will not come I do not want to come here is farther than us and I can not come on foot. but my mother said how do you loss this opportunity you will not find such as chance after this do not act like a kid, think carefully, be strong if you intend you can come on foot. we were in this thinking when my mother said we can note the distance now, check! how much time do you need to come here? I accepted her and walked from there till home, now I determined the amount of time to go there it is about an hour and 15 minutes if you have more speed so my mother is right I can do it because of my dreams yes of course I am strong I can do everything for my dreams for my desires I will do.

The timetable of there was like this that we must go there just in pair days like: saturday,monday and wednsday, and today is monday so I have to go, but now is about 10:00 o'clock. and I must be there in 1:00 o'clock. and I was very happy even I did not take launch but I just took some bread with myself and after my prayer I moved towards my class,it was a very cold day with a long way for me.

the way from us towards my class was a direct street so it was not unfamiliar for me,so after about one hour I arrived to my class but I was exhausted I entered to the main door of there but I did not knew where will be my class,I went to the office and asked from the principal,he said the adress of my class okay there was not a large building but I was not there before how can I know my class,so I went to my class and I sat next to a girl which was a kind girl she helped me to my lost lessons,so we became friends in early time, we helped with each other we do something to each other and so on.

An other my beatiful day started, I took some bread in my bag and moved towards the class, when I arrived all the students were happy and all of them said we have free time today because our physic teacher will not come,I do not know how those student knew about his coming or not coming, by the way just focus on your lessons now is the mathmatics time focus on it.

The teacher come and taught us,after his teaching we were free because of physic teacher so we had time for rest or to study each one that you want, I was a serious girl about learnig and in the learning area I can not pass my time with anonther thing but now we are free so I can speak, my friend that called Roya asked me about my family statement and as always I answered her.

Roya:right I do not know about your age, how old are you in?

Me:I am in my early eighteenth. and you,

Roya:I am eighteen too but I am in mid eighteenth so which faculty do you want to study in?

Me:I want to study medical by the help of God if I can pass.

Roya:God willing,you will pass,you know my brother is also in that faculty he can help you and will give you some suggestion for passing.

Me:oh very good,thank you,so tell me which faculty do you like?

Roya:I like the law faculty, I try to reach to that.

so how many brothers or sisters are you in your family?

Me: I have one sis and two brothers there are six of us in our family which I am the big child of my parents, and about you how many do you have?

Roya: Hmm, so we are a little similar, I have two brothers and two sisters I have one brother's wife and one brother in law and there are three small sweets in our family two baby from my sis and one from my bro the opposite of you I am the smallest member of my family😇

Me: how nice you are very lucky because you do not feel too burdened because your brothers and sisters will do anything that you want.

Roya:yes it is right,but you are lucky too because you will arrive to your dreams, I know it,oh right do you have any contact number?may you give me if you do not mind?

Me: no I have not there is a phone which my small brother recently bought it and just that is in our home and it does not work well😂 that if off always that turn off during the using. but of course we may contact with each other by that too, the phone number is 07××××××××

Roya:okay,I will text you tonight.

Me: of course, I am waiting.

our time finished and the bell rang,the next teacher I mean the biology teacher came and taught us.