chapter 16
It's a sad day for Rui and his family. On the other side Hiyun Chu get to know this and feel sad that Ayen grandfather died but can't even get to attend or get to accompanied with Ayen in a sad day. Hiyun Chu had a class which is very important and also his grandfather is sick which he have to stay at home. Hiyun Chu grandparents also sad that they were not able to attend funeral of old Jin, they have been friendship for 40 years it's a shock for Hiyun Chu grandpa when he heard the news of old Jin, he got heart attack and hospitalised.
After three days later, Hiyun Chu and his grandparents travel to Dragon region to pray for Ayen grandfather after getting discharged from hospital. They were not able to attend funeral but can go to pray for grandpa.
At the park near the house of Jin family,
Rui Jin is taking a walk in order to release his distress. His mind, his soul, his life, his all body feels so un realistic. It's like just yesterday, he was talking with his grandfather happily. He remembered how his grandfather scolded Ayen for sneaking away from the house without telling him. He remember when Ayen feels guilty and scared he comfort him happily and teach him a lesson. So that he don't repeat this mistake. He also remember when he was lost in his way after graduation, he give me courage to be myself and do whatever he wants. He remember when Yui Li was in dipression because of his career in entertainment industry, he was struggling to survive in entertainment industry. Yui Li cried non stop in his room for 4 weeks. We almost got scared to death when we kick the door to open it since there is no response from inside. He was lying down like a death. Grandpa was so angry that he forbid Yui Li to go in the entertainment industry. He completely locked him inside. It's take almost one years to pleased grandpa. But slowly Yui Li realised his mistake and stop doing his job for the time being. Slowly slowly he opened his eyes and realised his real problem and told grandpa. But to be surprise grandpa know what is the problem in Yui Li's life, it's just he didn't realised it. it's turn out that he already know it. Yui Li's cried so much that day when his grandfather said "child if you don't love, your professional, your career, you yourself.. than what is the point of doing this work... just be yourself
. because if you make strong yourself than nobody can judge your profession..". From than onwards Yui Li started to get back in his work... slowly slowly.. his real dreams come true. They have struggles in life. Sometime heart break, criticized, insult, betrayed so on. Some even leave us but only one person didn't leave us that is his grandfather. In every trouble or any problems grandpa is always with us.. always.
"Don't think that one day we will lost him"cried out inside his heart. Rui Jin don't what he is gonna do now. How he will stand in his feet, how he will help his little two brothers just like his grandfather did for us. How??? how??.
He was crying alone near his grandfather tomb. Kneeling down while his hands in tomb. "hic-hic-hic.. grandpa..hic..ahh..agh!..a..ahh..". Suddenly someone hug him from his back with gently. When he look at that person it's Yui Li and Dao Tian. who thought that he was alone.
In the morning when Yui Li wake up, didn't see Rui Jin and become panicked. Dao Tian was staying with them, for the time being. Dao Tian don't have in his family. He was an orphanage, Rui Jin and his family gives him lots of love even though he was stranger to them. So it was his responsibility as a best friend of Rui Jin. He stay back to look after them. When he saw Yui Li in a panicked mood it's means, Rui Jin is missing. Because whenever Rui Jin is sad he will disappear from house for whole day that they couldn't find him. Even though this is rare because Rui Jin is sensible person and know the limit. But it's about their grandfather this time.
So there is only one place that he will go this time that is "tomb".
Back to Rui Jin,
"How can.. I be strong Yui Li.. how how..hic..hic.. we are nothing without grandpa..hic..hic.. Yui"cried out and express his fear in front of Yui Li. Yui Li hug him tight and don't know what to say. Words didn't come out from his mouth, because it's hopeless to say anything. He didn't even know himself what to do.
On the other side, Dao Tian just see them standing behind them. Looking in a blank expression. "Who are you???" asked Dao Tian to Rui Jin with serious voice. They look up at Dao Tian who is standing at there with emotionaless expression. Rui Jin expression was blank by this question. What do he who am I?? He stand up and face him??.
"What-what do you mean.. Dao Tian.. I -I I am Rui"said with tear in his eyes and crying voice. He didn't understand his intentions or questions. Dao Tian smile and said "no you are not.. you are not". Their voice stuck in there throat and throat and questions in him now. Yui Li feels Dao Tian is not right today and "what are you talking about.. Dao Tian.. it's not a time to joke around". Yui Li feels that is this a time to joke around don't know what to say or to do at this time.
"what!! what!! am I joking around.. dude if I see a person than I will be joking around.. but now I didn't see Rui Jin here at all" which makes Rui Jin stuck in his heart that something is not what he thinks than he slowly understand. Yui Li feels like Dao Tian become so emotional that he is talking nonsense: "Brother Dao Tian.. what nonsense are you talking about.. let's go back now.. let's stop thinking for now" he had a headache and don't know what to do. He feels like useless.
"what nonsense!! what do you think.. I am talking about Yui Li.. and you Rui Jin who is like a soulmate of every problems and can do anything and can help others in need and always ready to face problems.. today what I see is not the one I know Yui Li.. I don't know him at all" Rui Jin eyes is wide open now and Yui Li realised what Dao Tian want to say before and look at them. Yui Li lost word to say and so too Rui Jin.
"The strongest Rui Jin whom we have known.. is gone like a thin air Yui Li.. like lost soul.. do you think Rui Jin everything is gone if grandfather is gone, than what are we for you Rui Jin.. what are we??.. what I am for.. Rui Jin ever since I meet you.. I have always thought you are cheerful person who knows how to survive in life, strong will, strong confidence, always be happy and healthy.. now why do you lost it Rui Jin.. do you think grandfather will be happy when he see you like that from heaven.. do you think he leave you just to see you miserable like that.. no Rui Jin no"asked and state the fact in front of Rui Jin. "it's because grandfather trust you.. he leave this world so that he wants you guys happy after seeing you guys mature enough to understand the world.. Rui Jin you always say that every person live one life have one family, so grandpa too.. Rui Jin grandpa leave us that doesn't mean we lost everything.. grandfather never gone from us.. he will be always be in our heart.." Dao Tian encourage Rui Jin to be himself and make stronger himself. "Rui Jin I know that your grandfather means so much to you so to your brothers.. you have to be strong for them not weakness.. if you lost the spirit than what about others.. have you thought about Ayen who has lost his grandfather.. just now, what he will think when he sees you like that.."
Dao Tian asked Rui Jin if Ayen see his stage what he will think about it. Yui Li who lost his grandfather do you think he wasn't hurt. It's hurt guys it's hurt. But by doing this will grandfather come back no.. he will not come out no. It will not. Dao Tian told him that we are here for him and so his brothers. Everyone is here with him. So what is he scared of. It's not like we can live three or four life. He needs to be strong. Grandpa will be always with him. Rui Jin cried and smile at him. He realised what he was doing before. It's looks like he was in a wrong direction. But thanks to his best friends, he realised that. He realised that he needs to be strong.