A DAY FILLED WITH TORMENT-3

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MAIN NARRATION CONTINUATION (Kurt POV)

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Seeing Rena shivering and crying, pain struck my core. I heard her begging to that scum of a human being :

"N-No… hic-hic..no… p..please... mommy...."

"He-he, why are you crying, sweetie? Don't worry! After a while, you'll start feeling pleasure. Now-now don't waste time anymore. We only have an hour for this, I'll make it quick, okay? Come here, hahaha...."

'Everyone was silent, nobody dared to say anything, heads held low, all girls had a petrified look, as it was just the beginning of what was about to come. I myself was under so much... '

"Come on, come here, let's start. We can do it here or do you want us to go alone to a nearby class? Hmm?" (Terrorist-1, Boss)

"No!.. hic… hic….mo-mom..hic... k-Ku.. rt." Rena mumbled

'What was that? Did she call me out? I-I don't get this? what... what am I supposed to do now? Can I even do something... anything??'

"k-Kurt", Rena again mumbled.

I had a mix of emotions rising within. Obviously, I was scared, but now anger, guilt, helplessness, and other emotions started overflowing in me...and I didn't try to stop anything. I was in a state of chaos, where several emotions were fighting, clashing to get control over my body and mind.

"Kurt? who's he? your boyfriend? Well, don't worry, I will make you feel good, believe me, much better than your boyfriend, you'll be begging me for it. Hahaha, see he's not even gonna do anything" the terrorist walks up to her and grabs her by the arm.

"No!!!… hic… please!! please!!... Just let me go! Please! "

Her usually cheerful voice was now nothing more than throaty shrieks filled with pain and fear.

'It felt as if the entire world had forgotten what humanity was. In my life till now, selfish people surrounded me, and she was the only one who shared genuine joy with me. She showed me what it feels like to be alive. How does it feel to love someone...'

My subconsciousness had only one thought- "IF IT HAPPENED TODAY… THE REMORSE WILL PROBABLY HAUNT YOU YOUR WHOLE LIFE... BECAUSE WHEN IT WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING, YOU WERE JUST SITTING THERE, WISHING-IT WAS JUST A DREAM."

"Misplaced guilt? hah… this feeling never left me? I still remember many incidents... and I don't want another one to add up in my memory… because SOME MEMORIES ARE HARD TO FORGET AND PAINFULL TO REMEMBER."

{A. N- Misplaced Guilt happens to most of us, a number of times in our lives. It is a reaction when one accepts the blame for an event that was out of their control.}

At last, the struggle between Kurt's fear and frustration led to the emergence of a feeling, a compulsion, a heart who lived to die. But there's a fine line between bravery and utter stupidity, which obviously can have some unforeseen but obvious consequences;

KURT (who was shivering just a few minutes ago) with no second thought, ran toward the closest terrorist whose gun was down on the table.

'Earlier, when I saw him shooting the 3rd student, he didn't toggle the safety of the gun after that .... or maybe the gun never had anything like that in the first place? hence, was still pre-loaded. I had held a gun before, so I think it won't be much of a problem for what I am gonna do next.

As he was distracted, watching the scene happening ahead, I went straight for the gun laying beside him. But with his sharp instinct, he heard me and turned backward for the gun. Luckily, I had already grabbed it.

"Don't move asshole! or am gonna fill your entire body with holes!" I said out loud pointing it towards his head.

Everybody's attention turned toward me, seeing me holding a gun in hand towards the Terrorist. They were clearly shocked. I knew the terrorist in front of me would take me lightly and surely try something, as I read his face, contemplating something.

And I knew that my sense of judgment was already fu*ked thinking what I'm doing right now, I couldn't take any more chances, so without thinking much I took two steps back, turned around and pointed the gun towards another terrorist somewhat close behind me who was still in a daze seeing a 16-17-year-old child holding a gun towards one of them, taking that as a chance;

"BANG!…", I shot [1bullet] him in the chest area and quickly realigned the gun at the terrorist in front of me. All of this happened in a second.

'Yeah, I just killed someone, nothing much. They deserve it!'

"Now, do as I say..., now you...will...", and I realized a crucial mistake.

'I did something without thinking of what comes next? What do I make him do now? Should I tell him to use his second gun and kill others 'like he'll do that!' or tell them to let me and Rena go 'why would they?!' no, it will not make any sense, should I just kill him too? But then what's the point of doing this?...

On the spur of the moment, strangely everything felt still, time seemed to have stopped, when suddenly the stillness was broken-

"BANG!!"

"kugh!… ghah!…wa-wha?" I felt a pain in my right side of the abdomen as it made me stagger to the side.

"BANG! BANG!"

"gah!... rgh!… huk!...", It felt like a sledgehammer had gone through my midsection. My right side felt painful, but strangely empty.

Spontaneously, I lost all strength and fell down on my knees. Naturally, my attention went down where it was hurting.

"Wo-kuhuk!-Wo wow... that's… that looks pretty nasty...", Right now my whole right side was screaming in pain with a magnitude of what I could have never imagined in my entire life.

'F*ck! My right side is literally gushing out from three bloody holes. It feels like there's nothing there...just pain.'

Losing all my power, I dropped down on the marble floor. My senses weakening...fading away slowly.... painfully into the darkness.

'In the dark, I heard a familiar name. My name? A weak whisper or a scream? Ah! … It's Ren's...

...uhg... I think I did my best. Hopefully they will forget about girls for the time being..., well at least I tried to do something worthwhile before dying. To tell you the truth, it feels like a dream. I feel like I might wake up and none of this would have happened, another normal and boring day in my life… a ping of pain slowly spread around my stomach, a burning sensation where those bullets may still be occupying space, the hurting took over my focus.

Then I heard footsteps, footsteps in a calm manner.... a walk of an arrogant man, coming closer and closer...and there was someone else... I could hear her calling my name in the background...

The footsteps almost touched my head and came to a stop.

"Ah... hey! so, I think your name is Kurt. Well, you did catch me by surprise, killing one of my men and then taking another one at gunpoint. But well, what did you think? I will leave her alone after you killed my men? What were you trying to threaten us? hehe. Well, we lost just one man, so what? in the end you also died ".

'…?…..it's the voice of their boss, ah! So he was the one who shot me.' My senses faded for a sec there, but came back after a moment…

"You see now you killed my men, and as a compensation for that I will make your girl a naked bitch in front of the entire hall, and we all will **** her in front of everyone, man! Your stupidity made things harder for your girl!"

"hahaha."I heard hyenas laughing again, my mind, my emotions were a mess, everything! everything! seemed pointless.

'God....hah! hahaha.....'

I felt my nerves getting cooler and cooler.

'I can't die yet, not yet!…, move! Damn it!" I tried to move my broken body, and thankfully my adrenaline reserves were not empty, adrenal glands squeezed every drop of adrenaline into my bloodstream as I felt my senses coming to the surface again, while pain also subsided. It all seemed euphoric, as my hands felt the gun still in my hands.'

Opening my eyes, I saw him... the Boss standing next to me, the root of all this mess. Behind the boss stood that Aslam, whose eyes WIDE met with mine. He seemed shocked seeing me still alive, even after taking 3 bullets and I kept glaring at him.

Aslam was about to speak to his boss but didn't as he smirked at me, probably thinking I had no strength left and was about to die, BUT...

"BANG!", a bang resounded in the noiseless hall. Then again...

"BANG!, BANG!, BANG!, BANG!" five shots were heard.

then after a moment of silence, another shot was fired...

"BANG!, Click! Click!"

Everybody was dumbfounded, seeing 2 standing figures falling on the ground.

I felt my right side throwing everything out as I tried to get up. I still had some strength left from the adrenaline rush, but could only sit beside the wall facing the crowd.

' My gun was empty, so it had eight shots, maybe? yeah, one shot that terrorist used to kill one student, one I used to kill the terrorist behind me, five to kill the boss, and another shot to kill that Aslam guy. I tossed the empty gun away from me.

Now that I look around, there are only "1...,2,3 ah!" only three left, and as I was counting, the other terrorists were coming to finish me… a mix of fear and acceptance filled me.

My sight fell on the terrorist who was aming an AK-47 at Rena whose apparent lover brought calamity over them. I was again in despair, all of what I did was for her, and the reason itself was about to wither away in front of me. But then out of the blue.....

"Fweeeeiiiizzzz .....crack..... splatter!! ", Several shots sounded from outside, and all remaining terrorists dropped dead.

"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Everybody was left stupefied.

"..…???... Ah! Snipers..., well, good job from out there, thanks for saving her," I thanked them in my mind.

Suddenly, a large amount of pain flared up in every corner of my body, and it rocked the shit out of my soul. I knew that the effect of adrenaline had worn off, and I would succumb to this intense pain in a few seconds.

I think it's the end. For certain, simply dying as a virgin feels more disappointing than a death after experiencing IT, but it feels okay for the most part. I couldn't confess my feelings to her. If I had told her sooner...my last memories would have been much more beautiful. That's the biggest regret I have, but hey… can't have everything, right?"

With severely exhausted eyes, I saw Rena running towards me.

I smiled, "…. Ah… What a mystical feeling…" as the last picture of her got absorbed in my mind and my consciousness faded into the eternal slumber.

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(SFX-electric zapping)

"DING!!"

[ideal consciousness detected....]

[Embedding system into soul's core...., loading.....]

"DING!!"

[Embedding completion successful.....]

[Analysing language used by consciousness.....]

[Analysis complete..., initiating host language.....]

["Initiation success, analyzing host body..."]

[ "caution, severe body damage detected,

possibility of survival...,0.000721%"]

[ "caution, chances of survival negligible."]

[" Initiating emergency healing..., error..., error.."]

[ "Recovery process is unable to commence due to insufficient data about specimen physiology and anatomy,.... initiating specimen analysis....."]

[" Caution, consciousness is under critical conditions, time remaining for consciousness to fade away...,20 seconds, 19..,18..."]

["Halting specimen analysis., initiating emergency protocol....

DING!!, initiation successful, finding another specimen....,no specimen detected..., initiating ideal body formation....,no resources..., commencing high tier space migration of soul, finding target...,no target detected, finding possible solutions....,.. solution found, temporarily sealing the consciousness..., sealing complete..., initiating space migration...."]

["DING!!.."]

["Successful transportation of consciousness detected..., asking permission for..., error...., consciousness is in sleep state, waiting for the host to wake up to take further actions..."]

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Rena stopped right in front of Kurt's lifeless body and tightly hugged him. "Oh hic.. k-hic.. urt, wait ho-hold on, I- hic... I'll call for help,.., wah... (extreme sobbing).... why's there no one coming for the help yet!" she shouted in anger, "hey! call someone for help, please Hurry!!!"

Students and teachers start running towards the exit. After realizing that all terrorist were dead, everyone was relieved, some cried due to happiness, some thanked the god, while nobody payed much attention to the miserable girl asking for help.

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