CHAPTER ONE LOSING PART OF ME

l heard a crash on the ground, with a lightening speed l turned with a fierce look written all over my face... "What the hack! Amanda, what the fuck is going on with you? Do you have any slightest idea how much that frame and of course the decorative border do cost?" Felix burst out furiously. Walking threatenly toward her, l can feel the goosebumps all over her; the rise of her heart beating faster than normal━━ don't stop ! Don't stop ! My heart kept echoing same words over and over again. Of course l do not want to stop, not now. After all she has said, the suspicious days..oh ! God ! When l was actually committing adultery she never suspected a thing but now that I've made up my mind to be a great father, best husband and good servant at work, church and of course a better version of myself she thinks I'm cheating: who in heavens name does that ? Are you seriously scared of him ? That man right there is your husband and you've spent seventeen good years with him as his wife, so pull it together! Your right ? But I've never seen my husband this way, don't lead me on when we both know I'd get hurt.And I'd be the one to be hurt, isn't it ?True, in all sense we all will get hurt. So let just surrender right now.Never ! I've got you covered. My wife expression was unreadable right now and it crazy, when a woman's expression can't be read. Then there's something fishy.But you don't eat fish, why do you care if she's hiding a fish?God damn you brain!! You've lost it. "l need to use the rest room." Amanda said with a cracky voice."Honey, your bleeding..." l said. My voice disappeared, in fact l think l don't have anybody apart from the eyes l just used in seeing that she's bleeding. "Cellphone, l can't feel my body, do you think l still have my body part ?" l asked scared up.Her reactions were killing. Instead of her checking herself out if l am joking or not she's madly laughing. Is it me that she's trying to mock through her laughs ? Then she most be in for a treat."Look, Mr. Purse, your not escaping this fight, l don't care what your trying to pull here━but one thing is for sure l won't go dull and back down. We will discuss and settle this issue right here n now but after I'm done dealing with something; for today your not the only one that needs dealing with." Amanda said and winked at her husband."Wait..... wait..... wait ... I'm really serious. Okay fine, let me just examine you, please." l was tear-filled, l love my woman, my cellphone, my mother, the only woman that has taken so many form━and has taken so many responsibility━and l do not want to lose her. If the frame glass mistakenly cut her l really need to fix her. Are you thinking what I'm thinking?No !Your stupid ! Have you forgotten she bought a drink on your way home from Alexanders party ? That drink most be the one pouring and that why she doesn't give a damn of what your saying. She knows you love her and will react this way. Better pull yourself together and talk some sense into her before she embarrasses you outside, with her suspiciousness. I really doubt it the drink.Sssssuuuuuooooioop!"What the fuck !" Felix shouted in pain.Amanda 's eyes grew weak, she thought it was because her husband was bleeding, but she was now really weak because she has been bleeding for real."Honey !" Amanda screamed. "No! no! no! no! no! no ! Baby ? Come on ! Hey ! I'm here, ok ? I'm sorry, I'm so..so..sorr..y. Forgive your cellphone, yeah?" Amanda was losing her vision, but she doesn't want to let go, her husband, her father, her childrens father the family's head. No━She won't give up. "Amanda I'm sorry, so..sorr..y for everything I've done. If we get through this, we'd do the farting competition you've always requested we do. I apol...ogiseee for putting us in danger. I told you, you were bleeding but you wouldn't listen. Stubborn goat." He tried smiling but it wasn't as perfect as he wanted it to be. "Silly you, Mr. Frog, my prince frog. Don't worry we'd get through this together. I love you baby""l love you too. I should call the kids and tell them to stay safe and not come anywhere close to the house." He reached out for the phone and immediately there was another bullet piercing through his body and that of his wife. The little he had left he tried covering his wife to protect her from receiving more bullet than she already had received. The phone rang and Sapphire picked the call. "Sapphire! Sapphire! Sapphire Felix Anderson!" Mrs. Joyce called.But Sapphire was not herself and couldn't respond to the call. Mrs. Joyce called again."Matthew! Kiss her." Mrs. Joyce said mischievously.He was not sure if he should. He has never been kissed before talk more of him kissing someone, the someone is Sapphire of all the people. Sapphire that everyone at school love. Girls wish to be her, boys wish to be with her. She doesn't talk to most people━she talks to her close friends and smile dangerously to the rest of the people she doesn't talk to. How on earth am l to kiss her? She'd kill me before my lip rest on her lip."Matthew! Don't you want to turn your zero to a better number?" Mrs. Joyce simpered and folded her arms together watching if Matthew would get his first kiss today. Matthew stupefied stood up from his seat and ambulated dumbfoundedly toward Sapphire━maybe getting a better number without having to read is better. He walked toward Sapphire while the whole class watch. And of course Thomas the bully was in class as well. "Don't bite her lips off. Opportunity comes but no more! You screw this, your done for." Thomas said with derision.The whole class burst out with laughter directly after Sapphire was back from the world of the unknown━smelling the coffee. "I'm guessing jackpudding has done it again." She said and whistle up.Matthew already lost himself at this moment━he couldn't have a grip on himself and away he went flying toward Sapphire."Yes!!! Yesssssss! I did it, ma 'am I'm still getting my mark, right?" Matthew said feeling eglomerated. He doesn't give a shit if he didn't do it the way everyone expected him to. All that matters is that, he just got his first kiss with the class "Bellicose." "You didn't, you didn't kiss her. You accidentally did. So that, isn't a kiss worthy of a mark." she frown at the class. She knew what she did was wrong but she just needed to bring Sapphire back to planet earth and not leave her swimming and dancing in the God knows where!"Mrs. Joyce what you just did now is mechanosynthesis, just that this time you manipulated me using my stripe and forcing me on━due to the fact your my teacher and l need to respect you. So I've worked for my mark, give it. Right now!" Matthew aggressively fired at her. He was astonished it was him who just reacted that way. He never knew he had such braveness in him."Hah! What she just did and said is photosynthesis just that this time she didn't use the sun, she used someone's son who is a fool and he fell for it easily━thinking it is his day of triumph." Thomas tantalized him while the class roar in laughter, leaving Matthew embarrassed.Sapphire just wasn't in the mood for this class of hers. Her dad sounded worried. And apart from that he said "triple S UFD," why would he say that? Is he in some sought of danger and want her to hide or what? But knowing her dad he should be here himself to take her away. She remembered when she was nine━and her dad had some shitting business deals that went wrong. He came and took her away from Jordan's home just when he was about giving her━her first kiss and they had tease her with that ever since. And the other time she was eleven he also came and took her along side her brother. So maybe, just maybe this time around the situation isn't that bad or her dad most have handled the issue━for she had delayed here for so many hours, yet her dad didn't kill her battery with his calls━and neither did her mother. She was reluctant going home even though her heart wasn't at rest━after some minutes of her debating within herself, she decided to skip school and go home. "Mrs. Joyce Raymond, is it alright with you that l skip class for today ? I've got family emergency." She pleaded with confidence, after all she is her father and mothers daughter. "l don't think you can, you've got no emergency call from any of your parents━so how do l know your telling the truth?" Mrs. Joyce kept a straight face without any kind of understanding written on it. I wonder what's wrong with this woman today, but one thing is certain I'm leaving for home one way or the other.Sapphire subconsciously thought."Ma 'am here is my phonebook record. Here is the record. My dad called. And we both know if he calls it means l should be home as soon as possible. Have you seen the evidence?" She asked, as calmly as possible whereas she is boiling in 100% "Miss, you've got to take your seat and don't let me get hold of that phone, for if l do━you'd never get to see it again till your out of this school. Just thank your stars you've got just a year to be done." Joyce said with a strong repugnance━which cause some of the student to murmur in astonishment, they have never seen their teacher that way before. Something is definitely up. In that moment, they noticed how she reacted in a simple matter━and how the class is going, they knew she can't teach for that day anymore and the best option is to leave. Sapphire hurried back to her seat, Mina was quick enough to hand over her backpack to her with a smile."Hey ! Don't forget to call, if you do.... I'd fry your little ass." She said naughtily."I've got no little ass frienzy." Within minutes Sapphire was down the stairs and in her car. Now, she could really feel something big has happened━her body began responding to nature, she grew numb and her hands were shivering. After several attempt, she finally got the key inside. With shivering hands she ignited the engine and off she drove home. She tried playing songs "You reign."by Tony Zino ft LP4.She pressed next for that is not how she feels right now━and the song doesn't go with her mood. "You will win." by Jekalyn Carr . She hissed angrily. "Win !! Seriously!! Really!! My situations is not a winning one. l need to know if everyone at home is fine!!! No one is bloody picking up my calls!! And your singing win!!! Aaaaaaaaahhhhh!!" She pressed next button again."Your goodness." By Dunsin Oyekan started playing."Hmmmmm..... I can see you want to make me go crazy. Nothing feels good right now !! Lord, your good, we all know that, but not now," She thought and pressed next again."Your presence is heaven to me." by Israel Houghton started playing."Aaaaaaa!!! I can't fucking take this anymore. My heart is breaking. All this songs use to be songs━songs that l do love like mad but here l am, not wanting to hear them. Something is definitely wrong." she said hitting the stering━hitting her head on it. She was still on that frustration and a car came and knocked her, though she tried to dodge it but it was already too late. "No...No.... No.... No....NO!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA."Sapphire was gone.