Chap-33 Decisions

I ran into my room as fast as I could.

'If I find you using spells from that book, I would make sure to skin you alive...'

Just what are you Athancius?

I slammed the door behind me. I locked it and then rushed to the bed and cried , burying my head into my arms. Just what the hell was that just now? *Sniff sniff* I never expected him to be this angry. At times when he loses his temper like this, it really feels as if a-as if he's the real villian of the story. He is that but still his behaviour confuses me. Just what are you Athancius?

In these two months, I have seen all faces of Athancius. Like him being all sweet and elegant...

...Him being dissapointed...

...Spacing out when wronged and then having that pitiful expression...

And... Getting angry...

He's just shown me too many faces of himself, but still, it makes me wonder wheather he was really a villian or not. Wheather it were the circumstances or the jealousy of his towards his brother taking care of his own Daughter that make him so...

Athancius, when I don't want you to act like a villian, you act like a bad guy and shatter the glass door that was built up by you for me to only see your good side. When I want you to act like a villian, you never act. You instead act like a father, and when I want you to act like a good father, you become a monster. Just what are you Athancius? And just what should I do with you?

At times like these, when I work for the greater good, it makes me wonder wheather I should really do it or not. Why is it that always, fate keeps reminding me that I'm not a main character and that I should not butt in the original story? Why is that? I decided to perform the spell, but instead, I was stopped by so many. Is it wrong that I feel that father should not go towards Jennete and just stay with me? Is this what you call jealousy?

No it shouldn't be it. I'm performing the ritual for all of the main targets. I'm just an unusual insignificant character who has nothing to do and is still responsible for saving the Obelion empire. I should do what comes in for the greater good. If I perform this spell, I would be able to change the fate of all the character's and who knows it would inturn benefit Claude, Athanasia, Jennete, Ijekiel and Athanacius? I have to do it. For the greater good, but why is it that I have a feeling that something bad is gonna happen? Why is it, that my mind and heart are telling me not to use this unethical technique with the benifit of only one person, in your mind....

Why?

Its true that I wanted only princess Athanasia to lead a happy life, but then, I also have considered the view of all the people, wheather it would be good or bad...

WHAT should I do now? Should I perform the ritual or not? Would it really be as benificial as I have thought.....

Konnichiwa Minasan,

What do you think should she perform the ritual for the forget spell?

A . Yes! Ofcourse! Its important to remove the bitch as soon as possible.

B . Nope! Never! Didn't you look Athancius getting angry in the last and this chapter? I'm having a bad feeling about this.

C . I don't know and I don't care. At this point the story is getting boring, so just end it goddammit.

D . When will she have her debut? I wanna see lucas and Judith togather.