I Hate You, I Love You, I Hate That I Love You

At first I was numb, I didn't want to anything. I didn't want to talk to anybody. After a few days I got better. I could smile and laugh again. When I emailed him after we broke up he didn't awnser. It was two weeks before he finally answered, and all he said was sorry. After four weeks after the break-up he emailed asking for advice. By then I thought I was over him until the email. I helped him and now we and still can't stop emailing. But I don't want to get back together because what if Emily was right...