Why me?

Here I am again wondering why in the hell I am here once again and how in the hell did I get here. Thinking back tho, it was the best mistake I ever made. Would I do it again, yeah. I would make the same decisions I made back then if it meant I got the same out come. However the same question has been swiveling in my head. After all this tine I still wonder, why me?

It was January 1st of 2020. Some how my roomate Beth had convinced me to go to a party on a Thursday night. Honestly I said yes because Beth just would not let it go. Beth had me doing her makeup because she could not do make up for crap. While complaining about her jerk of a boyfriend, Danny. Although his real name was Daniel Littlefield. He was known at college as big D or Danny, however.Beth and I were still in high school tho.

Even tho it was our senior year I still was major stressed about final exams. I had worked to hard to throw away my future now but that didn't stop Beth from constantly bagering me about living a little. I didn't know this before but my life was about to do a full 180 on me. Little did I know that my life would be forever changed at this party.