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Where is my mind?

Sylvia has struggled all her life with depression and anxiety. Coming from a lower middle class background, she didn't have the money for therapy. On the other hand, Mona Martin, famous singer of this gen, is struggling with her own issues and anxiety. She has all the wealth she wanted but the peace could never conquer her mind.

Sanjida_Ferdous · Urban
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Mona (ll)

After we were done I lied on his chest, we were still naked. I feel safe whe he is near me. We laid there silently on the unmade bed. He broke the silence, "Our breakfast is probably cold now, its been more than an hour since I made it" he chuckled. "Get up, let's eat" I have to leave before 3, I need to record the new song I'd been working on.

I got up but he held my hand, he had this innocent look as if telling me not to leave. He kissed the top of my hand slowly and let it go. "I love you too" He looked at me flabbergasted as I smiled. "I'll be back", I took his towel and went to the washroomm I've always been clean freak, I hardly used someone elses washroom but Joseph's was surprisingly very clean. I didn't know men's washroom could be this neat. I looked in awe at every corner and how perfect lighting was. I looked in the mirror, my liner was smudged; my chin was reddish from lipstick and love bites were all over my body. "I like it" I whispered to myself. I took a quick shower and wrapped the towel around me. I looked in the mirror before going out to check if I looked seductive. When I came out he was brushing his teeth. His face turned red when he saw me but I creased my brow and asked, "I was in the bathroom when did you take your toothbrush and toothpaste?"

-"I have a separate toothbrush which I use when I travel."

"Oh" I felt so embarrassed when I asked him like that.

"Get dressed, I'll clean up" he said with toothbrush in his mouth.

It was 13:30, he didn't take much time to clean up and we had breakfast together, more like brunch. It was our first brunch as lovers. He wore a pink floyd black t-shirt and dark blue ripped jeans. His biceps looked wonderful with folded half sleeves. I couldn't stop staring at him. The way he ate was so dignified as if he is a noble in some kind of royal party. I was lost in him and forgot to eat; he caught me staring at him. As soon as our eyes met, my face turned red like a tomato, does he think I'm weird and obsessed with him? He chuckled seeing my expression and cut a bit of egg from his plate to feed me. "You'll be famished if you don't eat now" he smiled sweetly. My heart tightened a bit seeing his wonderful face. I smiled and ate it. We both continued eating.

-"Wait here, I'll check if someone is outside. Come out when I give you the signal, okay?"

I nodded obediently. It was almost 2 pm, he slowly walked out, luckily no one was here and I heard his sigh. I rushed to the main door and went downstairs, he will meet me there after locking the door. My car was already at the gate, thank god I called it beforehand.