Chapter 3 Part3

Saturday 3am.

Lucifers POV

I can't sleep. I just... He's laying next to me. I like this feeling but I'm not used to it. Maybe? No I can't do that! He's a whole fucking year ahead of me! What is everyone at the school going to think!?

"Luci... Just sleep already." James moaned next to me. I stiffened. He's awake!? "Why are you awake pup? Are you worried about something?" he asked. I sighed and lifted the covers off so I could get up.

But just as I was about to get up James pulled me back. There I was laying in his embrace with my face just a few inches from his. "W-What are y-you doing!?" I practically yelled.

"Shhh~"

I sighed and gave a hug back. By body was now against his with my head under his chin. My face was super red. This is insane! What the hell is wrong with me! I should be thankful! Why aren't I?

Then suddenly I felt a kiss being placed on my head. "Goodnight pup."  I tightened my embrace around him. I started shaking. Why? W-why? W-w-why!?

Tears started flowing down my face. Why am I crying? I should be happy! "Shhh~" I heard his sweet voice breaking through my thoughts. He kissed me on my head again and tightened his embrace.

I just closed my eyes... I'm a wreck... I'm just the loser of the school... Why does he like me..?

Saturday 8:30am

Lucifers POV

I waved goodbye. Why am I sad he's leaving? I'll see him Monday. Suddenly I was hugged by the tall senior. "I'll miss you pup, but I'll see you Monday." he said making me feel more relaxed.

"But do me a favour..." he whispered in my ear. "I want to see an improvement... Monday is casual clothes day... Don't dissapoint me." he said sounding serious.

I hugged him back. "I promise alpha." I said giving a weak smile. I then proceeded to walk back to the limo my dat used to bring us to his home.

"I'll see you at home dad. I'm going to take a walk. I need to clear some thoughts." I said staring him directly in the eyes.

"Alright, just don't be late! I want you home at 6pm. Remember we have guest coming today." my dad said smiling before starting the car.

Right... That doctor is coming today to look at my wing. When will he realise I don't want people looking at the thing I'm most ashamed of?

I smiled an turned around. "I want be late I promise!" I said while walking into the other direction. I just need to clear my mind...

As I was walking a million questions started filling my mind. But then I remembered my hand. I took off the glove I put on earlier this morning. My whole hand was now black and it started moving to my arm.

Shit. What even is this? What is happening to my hand. I held my hand in the air. What if I created a spell with this hand. I closed my eyes and focused.

I just need a small explosion... When I felt the tiny explosion finished I lifted my sleeve. The black spreaded further! Shit! This is not normal.

I put the glove on my hand again and continued walking. I have more than enough time to get home. I smiled. Time to go to my favourite store.

Saturday 8pm.

Lucifers POV

Shit I'm late! I ran into the castles main lobby. I get mesmerized easily by knifes. "Sorry I'm late!" I yelled as I ran into my father's office. There I saw the doctor. I growled.

"You already wasted 2 hours of my time so let's make this quick." the doctor said picking up his briefcase. "Take off your shirt." I stared at this man. Orange demon huh? Rare but not that rare.

I growled and removed my shirt. The doctor came over to examine my right wing. "Hmmm... Broken... Fractured... And black?" I sneered at the doctor.

"Yes it's black because that's the colour I got born with!" I growled at the doctor. "Lucifer! Behave!" my father's voice could be heard. I sighed.

"He'll have to have surgery." the doctor said after letting go of my shirt. I stiffened. Surgery? No! That's painful. Before my father could say anything I spoke up. "Surgery? Are you crazy!? No!"

"Lucifer!"

"No! Shut the fuck up! I'm not having surgery! Besides I have lived with this wing for more that 7 years!"

"And your being bullied because of it!"

"Shut up!"

I ran out of the office towards my room. I slammed the door shut behind me and locked it. I fell to my knees in front of the door and hanged my head. Tears started rolling down my cheeks.

I really am a mess! Crying over a little surgery that could improve my life. I brought my hands up to my throat. If I could just...

No! I can't do that to myself! Not when I found someone I care about... And he cares about me. I smiled. I wiped the tears from my face and stood up.

I'm going to get my outfit ready for Monday. I want to show everyone I'm not incecure! I'm not a little kid anymore! I'll show them all!