Locked out of Paradise

Synopsis:

"Some people's world gets more colorful when they find love, and with me, it was no different"

Shouto Todoroki had been expelled from paradise due to the love he developed for his protégé, Inasa Yoarashi. Due to this occurrence, aimlessly and with his heart bruised by his father's abandonment, he ended up going after his beloved, he just didn't expect to be welcomed and feel how deep his feelings were getting.

In the end, he had the option of returning to paradise or staying with the brunette. Who knows what the best choice is?

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His expressionless eyes stared at the blue expanse above him. His desire was purely to go back in time and change his feelings; however, unable to do so. Then, the heterochromatic removed the red and white strands from his eyes, and with a resigned sigh spread his long wings - now black - allowing himself to go to the place where his misfortune resided. From above, he could disinterestedly observe the streets of the neighborhood with its passers-by and all that monotonous dynamic of the human race, slowly approaching the residential area.

As soon as he reached his desired destination, he landed gently on the sidewalk, looking at his beloved's house with distress. With clenched fists, the lack of courage was present. He couldn't just ring the man's bell, say he was his guardian angel and think that everything would be resolved easily. After all, Shouto had been stuck outside of paradise because of him, and he knew well that Inasa would feel guilty.

I was distressed and afraid. It even sounded funny to think that the most perfect archangel in the heavens, Shouto Todoroki, was also afraid. He was afraid of how imperfect he had become, and how the tallest would react when he came across him. He leaned his forehead against the dark, icy wood of the front door, allowing himself to burst into tears.

He was deeply hating himself. Not that at any time he had a feeling for himself. I had never even managed to define what the human being called feeling. An exhausting sensation filled the very core of her. The feathers on his wings fell excessively, Shouto was fully aware that when the last feather left him, he would be doomed to live in the human world forever.

Thinking about it gave him the courage to give up that human. He knew Inasa's heart, and knew well that he would do anything to help the bicolor; however, I didn't want to involve him. When he finally decided to leave the room - and he was about to turn away - the door in front of him opened and the darkest eyes on the tallest stared at him in surprise.

She looked up and looked back at him. There he was, the reason for his expulsion from paradise; owner of his heart, body and eternity. And, holy shit, how even more beautiful he was personally! The orbs of different colors were watching the face of their beloved, who showed excessive concern for himself.

- Are you alright? Need help? - Despite the efforts, the minor could not smile, not even in the slightest. That feeling was eating at him inside.

- I am fine. Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you - his hoarse and broken voice was present and then the dark eyes decided to evaluate him, noticing his wings.

- Wh-what happened to your wings? My God, come in! Where to go? Are you here for a mission? - Todoroki's lips opened several times, but he didn't have time to answer. - Sorry for the intrusion, but at least let me help you.

"I fell." His voice was low and painful. Yes, Shouto was feeling an inexplicable pain in his chest.

- How? You don't look bad. Why are you here? - The owner of the short hair seemed a little surprised, but not so much when he heard the answer from the minor.

- I'm your guardian angel. I needed to protect him, even if he was no longer in heaven - the door behind Inasa opened even more, and he smiled widely.

- I always wondered what my guardian angel would be like ... And who knew he was so beautiful? - The bicolor's eyes shone and he looked at Inasa's smile. How to deny that he felt even more in love? He was there to convince himself otherwise, but when he felt a slight flush wash over his face, he couldn't help cursing himself mentally. - Come in - he was given a space and the lowest allowed himself to enter his protégé's house, looking around with clear curiosity. I was a little afraid of what I meant to say, so I just didn't say anything. How could I? It would spoil the happiness of the guy you fell in love with from birth. The one that several angels refused to take care of, but he, the perfect archangel, decided to take care. - Do you accept anything to eat or drink?

- No -... - His speech had been interrupted by the rumble of his stomach. He was hungry, although he could hardly define what he felt. He quickly noticed the smile that formed on Yoarashi's face, which seemed to be lit up. He loved to cook, and the bicolor knew it well. He put a lock behind his ear and finally allowed himself to smile, even if forced. - II… do I think so?

- Do not know? - I gave a short laugh. - Hm�� What do you like, angel?

- Call me Shouto. I do not know. I always wanted to try soba.

- Heh? I don't think we have much in common. I thought your taste was less normal.

- Hm ... Do you think he's normal? Angels don't think that way. We don't even feel hungry when we are in paradise.

- What paradise is this ?! How can beings not wish to taste a dish well done? I huh! - Both ended up laughing continuously, making that the brunette looked at the redhead, showing surprise. - I managed to make you laugh! - He celebrated, making the albino environment flush profusely.

- That shouldn't make you surprised. It's not like I'm always serious - after such a comment, they both went to the kitchen, talking and discovering several points in common. So the hours went on, and when they realized, it was almost time for a relatively normal human being, to sleep.

Perhaps the feeling of guilt within the heterochromatic was only growing gradually, as well as the desire to have the youngest for himself. And yes, I was loving him more and more, and that was worrying. He cared about his sanity, the protection of his beloved and all the reasons that drove him out of paradise. How he hated feeling that way, and being unable to do anything. As the days went by, such feelings became stronger, and this resulted in the angel sincerely wanting to return to heaven.

When he was with the brunette, he felt the weight of being locked out of paradise, and his desire was to ask to stay there, with him, forever. But I couldn't. His feathers were scarce and if he did not return to heaven, he would not be able to protect his beloved; and then, Inasa finally decided to ask why Todoroki fell, which made the bicolor temporarily speechless, but soon bothered to think about how he would respond. I couldn't just say that the reason for his fall was love.

Just over three months ago, he was crying at the door of his crush's house, and now, he was right there, about to say a totally surreal reason. He swallowed and looked at the taller, who was looking at him curiously; however, it was not long before he said that the minor could tell such facts when he was just comfortable. He bit his lower lip and spoke up, receiving full attention.

- I fell because ... - His whisper received even more attention - I loved it. I loved a human being - the hoarseness in his tone made it clear that I was about to cry again.

- Eh ?! How can someone kick you out for loving you? Tsc! I still don't believe in such a thing - Yoarashi allowed himself to cross his arms. - He or she must be someone very lucky and nice, after all, managed to attract your attention at that level.

- Yes ... He's really cool, fun, kind and funny. He tends to be annoying when he wants to and has an enormous sense of justice. I can say with all certainty, that I love him.

These words were necessary for the brunette to lower his gaze and look at his own arms, forcing himself to smile. I wasn't buying it. So your guardian angel. You… incredibly beautiful and gentle little angel, loved someone else. In a way, it felt uncomfortable in his chest, but it would not speak.

Well, he tried to keep it, however, as the days went by, no matter how much he tried to send his little boy back to paradise, he did not even want such a thing. She had gotten used to his presence there, with you. The house would be so empty when he left, it hardly hurt that idea.

Weeks near Shouto, seemed to be much better spent, and Yoarashi's blushes had increased. He felt guilty for getting so close to the redhead, with an impure intention of allowing himself to love him deeply and be loved in return. I expected reciprocity.

And then, Todoroki was able to choose between staying and going. The memories with the loudest, made his chest ache a lot. I didn't want to go back. I needed to be there with Inasa. And then, the moment he decided to go, he touched the brunette's shoulder, who was holding himself back from crying.

- Inasa Yoarashi, please take care, I'll be watching you from paradise. I love you - the unexpected statement made the heart of the tallest one, fluttering erratically, resulting in the same pulling the smallest into his arms and sealing his lips without hesitation.

- I love you too, Shouto. Please, do not go. Don't leave me here alone again ... - His voice was direct, without fail and his eyes shone. An uncontained smile was given by the bicolor, who grabbed Yoarashi's neck. - I love you so much to let you go. Don't do this to me.

- I need to protect you ...

- I don't want you to protect me. I will be safer if you are here with me.

- I-I ... - Finally, a certainty had taken over the youngest, who hugged the man of his life tighter, seeing him staring at him as if begging for himself. - For you, I stay.

It might sound like selfishness on the part of Inasa, but he would not allow himself to lose his beloved. At least, not in this way. As much as she wanted to see him go up, she knew that Shouto wouldn't smile as much as she smiled with herself, and she loved him too much to let him go. She sighed deeply, touching her lover's chin, sealing her lips again to his.

He was quite sure that God would not leave him without a guardian angel, and that Shouto had come down with totally pure and passionate motives. After all, Kami-Sama had this strange habit of giving him good things.