29. More than friends but less than lovers -2

'Did I admit to being jealous?! I know there was some truth to it but he didnt need to know!', I instantly became flustered, I needed to come up with a way to turn this situation around...I needed to save my pride.

"Did you just say you were jealous?", Walter iterated, both of us were in disbelief, in the end, the only thing I could think of was to run,

"Oh my God! Look at the time, hahaha, you will let yourself out, I am going to take a shower, hahaha", I laughed awkwardly as I made my way to the bathroom through my bedroom door. I took a few minutes to think of what I just said, the reflection in the bathroom mirror showed the pale flushed face of a woman who had just shaken the foundation of the emotional wall she perfectly built around herself. However, I didn't understand why I was making a big deal out of it...it's not like I was lying..but why was it so hard to say it..and 'did I really have to tell him to stop talking to other women?', I was beating myself up for my mouth.

"Argh!" I was not just embarrassed, I was mortified by my actions, I even started praying for a time machine or some miracle. My palms were sweaty, my face was flushed and my heart couldn't stop racing..." stupid Thandie...stupid!"

I took a deep breath, "Oh well...I guess there is nothing we can do now", I took another deep breath and turned on the water in the shower, " Only this can wash down my shame now", I put on my shower cap and went into the shower, but the moment still echoed in my ears, I took off the shower cap in frustration hoping everything will be forgotten when the water touches my scalp. I closed my eyes to allow myself to be lost in the water and its sound as it gently ran down on my body, just like they say in the yoga videos, I was one with the water and the shower sound provided the perfect white noise. I assumed Walter left so I was startled when I felt his arms wrapped around me. I was so in my head that I didn't even hear the bathroom door open,

"Walter! What are you doing in here!?!", I jumped, my heart beat violently, "Do you wanna die? why would you sneak up on me like that?!"

"So....does it really make you jealous when I talk to other women?!", he asked softly while tightening his grip around me

"Seriously! You! Did you come in here to ask me that?!?", I pulled out of his naked grip to look at his face, although I was a bit annoyed, all that quickly melted when I saw how cute and innocent he looked, he genuinely wanted to know. But I had to remain firm. 

"Well....what else would you like me to do?!", he was like a child throwing tantrums

"Leave...maybe", I was too embarrassed, that moment kept playing in my head. I just indirectly told him to be mine alone, the nerve!

"Well...are you sure?", he started running his finger in circles around my water-soaked nipple and it immediately stiffened up,

"Wal...Walter", I gasped in response to the stimulation from my nipple

"Do you want me to leave?", he gently placed a kiss on my neck and made his way down to my breast, and started sucking while drawing circles with his tongue on my already highly sensitive nipple, while his other hand started to gently squeeze my other breast

"O-okay..don't leave", I moaned and gently closed my eyes taking in the moment. I felt a warm sensation running throughout my whole body, it was electrifying. 

He then stopped to admire my whole soaked naked body and his eyes were burning with desire,

"You are gorgeous Thandie! You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen and you drive me wildly crazy, every time I see you I want to do all sorts of things to you...", He was standing directly under the running shower and I was leaning against the wall, he took the words directly out of my mouth. I was admiring him as well, my eyes traced the drops of water from the shower as they ran from his hair, down to his packs, and passed through his lower body. I couldn't help but bite my lower lip and I felt my desire for this man deepen the more I looked at him. My hands suddenly had a mind of their own and they started to trace each drop of water that passed through his hard strong body muscles until they reached his manhood, I softly caressed his now stiff long rod, and he gasped, and with each movement my hand made he became harder. He returned the favor by running his hands to my vagina to feel it drippingly wet,

"Are you wet or is the shower?", he seductively whispered while softly moaning from the sensation he was feeling 

"What do you think?", I said with a low breath teasingly going in for a deep, passionate kiss while my hand was still playing with his hard rod,

"Oh Ms. Thandie, you are going to regret what you just started! I hope tomorrow you will not be too busy at the office", he moaned

"Don't worry, I took leave for tomorrow", I whispered, and seductively bit his ear

Hearing me say that drove him to a frenzy and he effortlessly lifted and pinned me against the wall placing his backside under the running water. Both my butt cheeks were now resting on his big hands and we exchanged a passionate wet kiss, and he slipped his long rod inside, I gasped for air, and before I knew it, I was moaning with pleasure, he then moved me to the bed and for more pleasurable strokes. With each moan I felt all my worries, my bad days and the sadness of the day melting away, I was no longer in control of my body

"So tell me....do you get jealous?", He asked while gazing at me lost in the moment 

"Yes....yes..yes", I moaned,

Upon hearing that, Walter became even more passionate. We went on and on, round after round until early morning. I woke up to Walter sleeping nakedly next to me, "He really is something..." I chuckled and watched him as the sunrise seductively highlighted each inch of his body reminding me of the shower scenes, I blushed and held my red face. I recalled his comments about my beauty and how it drove me wild, I looked at my hands and recalled how they held and stroked his big cock, I was turned on again.

'Should I wake him up?', then I remembered how tired he looked lately, so I decided to let him sleep.

I put on my purple silk robe and went to the kitchen to make breakfast, I couldn't stop replaying the scenes from the previous night, and my body would get excited all over again, I was interrupted by his phone ringing from the couch. I went to tend to it then saw the caller ID...'Oh, I forgot...', my mood was immediately killed, 'Rachel was still in the picture', just as I was headed to the bedroom to hand the phone to Walter, he was already jumping to grab it from my hand. Still in shock of what just happened, I heard him answer, "Hey, wassup?", as he made his way to the balcony, his voice was soft and tender.

'What the hell was that?!' my jaw was on the ground