1 I Love Him

Mariah

I love him so much it hurts. Why can't he see I'm all he needs. Maybe if I leave he would finally understand how it feels to be alone.

But then again he would only call over some random girl to sleep with him.

Why? The only question I can ask myself. When will I find the answer to this question? I LOVE this man but he can't see.

Is the problem him or me?

Why am I having second thoughts? I LOVE HIM.

Right?

If I had one wish boy

I'd wish you next to me

And it could be in summer, fall or spring boy

Cause you make the heart sing

I wanna give my heart, my soul, my love to you

oh baby cause every day I'm not with you I'm missing you like crazy

I need you for you to love me, hold me, touch me down deep in my soul and never let go

Cause the love we share no one compares to you

I.'ll never let you go

Cause I really love you so

I'm never letting go

Faith Evans-never gonna let you go

Text messages

Baby: how much longer. I miss you.

Mariah: when I reach I reach bye.

Baby: I won't be here when you get back.

Mariah: I bet!

Killer

"Yo! Hurry this Shit up. I got places I need to be."I shouted to my worker.

Mariah always tripping. Yeah, it's late but she knew what she signs up for the moment we got together. I don't even know why she tripping girls would kill to be in her spot.

Her leaving me is nothing new she does that for me to come home early. Like I said I reach when I reach so she better stop tripping. Money has to make and she isn't doing anything to help out but complain that's getting old.

"I see Mariah got you bugged again huh? "Lance my right hand said with a smirk on his face.

"Man you know how she goes. I got money to make so she can wait". I stated knowing he was ready to get home to eat.

Lance and Trevor my close friend live with me.

We thought it would be better staying together I didn't mind and neither did Mariah.

We got a 5 bedroom 6 bathroom house. It's nice nothing over the top. They respect my space so I respect them. Out the three I'm the only one lockdown so they say but Mariah knows I got her.

After locking up my money in the safe I was ready to go home which was around 3. I knew the baby girl would still be up waiting for me. It's like she can't sleep if she's home alone if I was in her shoe I would enjoy all the free time I can get but she thinks otherwise. I hoped in my Ford F 150 truck and cruised down the highway until I reached home. The other guys follow suit in their cars. Trevor said he was sleeping out they know no to bring any random to the crib where I lay my head. I don't trust they broads all they see is dollar signs.

I pulled in my usual parking spot and like everyday Mariah has the lights on. I smiled to myself because I knew she would be home when I get there, she always is no matter what she says.

I walked up to the door and it flows open there I came face to face with my baby girl. She jumped in my arms as her life depended on it.

"I was worried," she said still resting her head on my chest.

"I know let's go sleep now," I said trying to avoid an argument.