Is change good?

Touma got home from work and smelled food. Kai loved to cook. He was setting the table and wasn't sure what to drink, so he grabbed a beer, put it at his place, and put the food out. Touma walks over. "Kai have you rested today," he asks, touching his cheek. "No, I have been busy," he said and yawned. "You have been awake too long," he said and saw the meal. "You did all this," he was amazed. Kai sat down and yawned. Touma was eating and enjoying the food. "Oh, Kai, I ordered some clothes for you, and they should arrive tomorrow," he said, looking up. Kai was asleep. Touma smiles, stands up, picks him up, lays him in his bed, and covers him up. He stops seeing scaring on his wrist he swallows.

Touma walks out and calls Angi. "Yes, sir," he says. "Please clean this up and put the rest in the fridge. Thank you," he said and walked off. Touma got on his laptop and ordered Kai one and some notebooks and pens. He also got him some cookbooks. Touma stands up and undoes his tai and sighs, and lays down. He wanted to hold Kai but didn't want to rush him, so he stayed in his room. Kai woke up in the middle of the night. "Dinner," he said, laying back down and returning to sleep. He got up again at four and made food. He was highlighting stuff in the cookbook and smiled seeing stuff. Touma smiles, seeing him smiling. "Remember to rest today," he said. He nodded. "Okay, sir," he said. He picked up his box and went to work. Kai went shopping for stuff. Once back, he put it all away and felt tired and lays on the sofa and went to sleep, and his alarm woke him after two hours. He sat up and yawned and smiled and rushed off to cook dinner. He had found a Bluetooth speaker and was dancing while he cooked. Touma walks in and hears the music, and smiles. "This boy," he says and walks over and stops seeing him dancing while he is cooking. He smiles, watching him. "What for dinner," he asks, taking his tai off. Kai jumps, hearing his voice holding his chest. "Fuck" he said. "I am so sorry," he said and rushed over. "I am okay just wasn't expecting you," he said and smiled. "Spicy curry and rice and some pork buns," he said. "Also, I did nap today," he said. Touma smiled. "Good, I am glad," he said and sat down. "Umm, Touma," he said and sat down" Touma looked at him. "Yes, Kai," he said and got food. "Sleeping in that big room alone is hard," he said and swallowed. He looked down. Touma, "Would you like me to join you," he asked. Kai nods. "If that is okay, I know you bought me, and I understand I have no right to ask," he said and swallowed. Touma sighed. "You have every right to ask for things, Kai, and if this is something you need to rest, then I will join you," he said. Touma eats. "I will join you after I shower, okay," he said. Kai nods and eats. Kai cleans up the kitchen, goes to shower, and lays down. Touma walks in in silk pants, lays down, covers up, and pulls Kai to him. Kai blushes, curls up in his arms, yawns, and sleeps. Touma looks down at him. "You are safe with me," he whispers, kissing his head. He went to sleep. Touma called out of work; Kai woke up when he didn't feel Touma. He walks back in. "Let's go back to sleep," he says and yawns. "What about work," he said. Touma shrugs. "I am playing hooky today," he said and got back next to him and pulled him to him. Kai blushes and smiles and shuts his eyes. In Kai's mind, all he could think about was how sweet Touma had been and how sexy he was; due to his mind, and he became hard in his sleep. Touma wasn't fully asleep yet and felt it. He smirked. "Let's see what we have," he said, reaching his hand down and into his boxers. Kai moved a little and got on his back. Touma stayed still. He felt how hard he was. "Who are you thinking about" he wondered. Touma starts to rub him slowly. Kai swallows, feeling it. Touma smirks slowly moves his thumb over the tip, and grins, feeling precum. Kai moans in his sleep. Touma picked up the speed. Kai moaned loudly and woke up. "Touma," he breathed. "Your almost there," he said, rubbing him. Kai means "Please," he moans. "I have," he tried to get out. He grips the sheets and moans loudly. Touma kept going. "Just let it out," he said. Kai breathed, "I want to cum. It won't, please; it fucking hurts" he swallowed. Touma pulled the blankets away, pulled down his boxers, got his doctor's bag, and looked at him. "When was the last you touched your self Kai," he asks. "Three years ago," he swallows. "Just focus on me and my voice and think about something that turns you on and let it take over," he said. He speeds up his hand. Kai was thinking of him and moaned loudly and came all over himself, and some landed on his face. He was breathing. Touma smiles, gets a towel, and cleans him off. "feel better," he asks. Kai nods and swallows. "so, who were you thinking about," he asks. Kai blushes. "You," he said.