1 THE SHOCKING DAY..~

Hello. Can I introduce myself? I'm Abby; I'm a girl who was living a normal life; studying, going out with friends and boyfriend, having much fun, doing things that all girls in my age do. I was like that before I had cancer, blood cancer "MAYLOMA". It was so chocking to me and to all the people that I know that day when we discovered it.

Well, I'll now let you live my story from the beginning..

~2 months ago~

-at my room-

I was studying until I had a phone from becky, my boyfriend..

He said:"pretty little sweety princess; how you're doing? Are you studying hard?"

Me "my babe.. yes I am; I'll work harder even hehe; how are you? How are your patients??"

[My boyfriend is a doctor; and he works in bloodCancer ward]

Becky:"well; today we lost one of them; I wish he'll rest in peace.. he was a good man"

Me:"ooh.. I'm Soo sad. I'm praying for them all the time; after exams I'll come and say hello to all of them"

Becky:"I wiiish; they are missing you.. ehhm i'm missing you too hehe"

Me:"haha! Don't worry I'll come soon hehe. I'll let you now; I must study; bye bye"

I was studying 2 weeks; I had Nosebleeds once a day, I was studying so hard to be accepted in the Medical University because I want to be a beautiful doctor who help people and to cure them; I want to devote my life to heal people especially whom who have dangers diseases; like Cancer: a malicious disease that no one has found an end to, and has become more and more day after day. I am a girl who dreamed of finding a cure; no ; an end to this monster.

After month I received a message saying that I passed the exams and I'm the first; yeeeah now I can go to any University in this world. I was so so so happy; that day was unforgettable day : my mom was crying; my father too, it's the first time that I see him crying.. oh how much I love them both of them .. I was saying "mom; dad; you are the reasons why I'm a successful, loved and kind girl. I love you so much; and I wish for you a long life while living together happily"

In the Afternoon; I went to the hospital to surprise my man. And also to say hello to all my friends (patients) there. I had a beautiful day; I was laughing so hard with them and playing games. But that fun stoped when I lost my consiousness.

After hours I woke up; I found Becky beside me holding my hand..

Becky:" Abby; are you okay?? I was so scare.. I didn't call your mother because I don't want to scare her;" he was speaking and I was just staring at him without saying anything.. I didn't understand a thing; why I'm laying here! And what's happened to me!

Becky:" I think that you're so exhausted because of exams; just take a rest my beautiful.. and I'll come" I was just saying "yes; okay.." I'm not fine why i'm feeling like that! Is something bad happening to me?? Am I sick! ..

After an hour; Becky came back to me but he's not like habit..

Becky:"baby; look at me.. I'll tell you something but I'll wait to your family to come first.."

"What's happen!!.... " Saying-me

Suddenly; I saw my mom dad and my 2 sisters entering the room..

Becky:"okay; I pulled blood from you to do some analysis, and it wasn't good.. Abby I think that you are not fine at all.. I can't.. I can't even think of anything now... "

Me:" what's wrong! Is it something bad! Tell me.."

Becky:" I just noticed in your hemogram that there's something annormal.. so I did a protein electrophoresis and the result was chocking.."

At that moment ; my mom yelled :"just tell us please; tell us directly; what's the matter of her??"

He stares at me saying:" i'm sorry to say that there's a high probability that Abby has a leukemia.."

Me:"Blood Cancer!.. are you joking!"

Becky:" I'm I'm not sure.. I'm.. oh my God.. I can't ... God... So we must do another analysis.; a sternal punctoon to confirm.."

I was chocked.. am I dreaming! Is it really Cancer!? Is it taking revenge on me? Because I want to erase it from the world? Is that true! Why.. i'm just 20 years old.. I didn't go to university even.. I want to live more years with my family and my Becky; what will happen to me! Can Becky live without me?? Or mom? My big two sisters; my lovely beautiful twins ever.. my dad! My friends.. Emmy my BFF.. .... That moment I was just thinking of my precious people who loves me and my precious life. ... WHAT WILL HAPPEN to us!