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What does my heart want? (BL)

A boy named Ren Aster lives normally like other would until a new boy in his school named Zack Ventri enters his life. Ren begins questioning what he and who he truly loves. What will happen to Ren after he and Zack have feelings they question?

devilsaint21 · Realistic
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Life in general

The morning is great they said

The morning is beautiful they said

The morning is to wake up they said

Hello pretend audience my name is Ren Aster, and today mornings are the worst, same opinion on school, as they both take sleep and energy. Also their annoying as HELL!

Im 16 and have white hair(that I dyed, cough,cough) and amber eyes which I got from my lovely parents.

I'm about 5'9 which still make me kind short which can be scary but you know what I'm gonna suck it up and actually feel like I want to go to school.

Finally, my sexuality is I don't know because I haven't thought about it so moving on. As I slowly getting up feeling like I'm getting resurrected after being dead for 100 years, I see the time is 6:30Am. I begin preparing for the day by going to take a shower and thinking I have my own concert I begin and acting like I was beyonce on stage. Ok sue me, you've lied if you have never sang your favorite songs while taken a shower, feeling like your giving he performance of your life. Ok, people have dreams or just enjoy songs because the music industry has become way to powerful.

After that crisis was averted I went back to my room, put on my uniform with a sweater over it because today is cold and the cold likes to abuse people by being temperatures that make you shiver and run somewhere warm for your life. I see the time is about 6:40Am so I head toward the stairs and low and behold I fall down and hear my funeral. Luckily I didn't die and instead start cursing because that is what normal people do.

"FUCKING SHIT, STAIRS WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME!"

My mom tells from the other room,"Ren the next time you curse I will take your privileges and knock you out personally"

As I get up I slowly lower my head to seem inoccnt and said,'Yes ma'am"

For context my mom or Lily Aster is a nurse who is working towards being a doctor. Originally she grew up in a toxic home and was being forced to become a lawyer but now she is much better then before at the age of 32. She wants the best for us but DO YOU HAVE TO THREATEN ME?!

As everyone was walking out of their rooms and getting ready for their respective days. They woke up around 6:45Am, which I'm enjoying a breakfast of coffee and waffles(so great am I right?) The first person to reach the kitchen is my father Tyler Aster(yes my dad popped a ring on it) is a police officer and although I'm not that close with him I can see that he makes my mom happy. They met through my siblings father working as a police officer and saw my mother so he decides to pursue her, I'm guessing you know what happend...

Yay babies from definitely not sex

Next, is my sister Amber Aster who is 10 years old and who along with my little brother are among the people who I care about a lot. Their also pretty mischivous so theirs also that. Her hair is naturally brown with chocolate eyes from her father's side.

Lastly, my 9 year old brother Aaron Aster who I adore so much, because of his carefree nature or in other words the little bean of the family that has to be protected.

At 6:50Am I begin to pack my bag for school and begin to leave out the door, and say"Goodbye y'all and have a good day".

I started walking to school, and right on schedule my bestie since first grade Anna Castro calls me.

I answer her,"Yes Anna this is state farm how may I help you?" I say sarcastically, in the process not trying to lose my shit.

She responds,"Well I would want you to get to school faster or in your language...

GET THE FUCK OVER HERE!"

Then she had the audacity to hang up... people these days... I feel like I've been played by my own joke, but whatever.

As I arrive at school, I contemplate my life decisions, but then suck it up and start going inside.

As I walk inside, I start walking towards my locker to shove in the things I dont need , and Anna begins to approach me and says,"Good morning, what took you so long?"

"My laziness", I retorted

"Yes the wretched thing called laziness, but you still could have walked faster Ren", Anna replied

Then the bell rings at 7:55Am which is the mark of my daily execution being due... the first class of the day science!

As, I walk into the classroom awaiting what waits me ahead for the rest of the day.

Being good or bad, I dont care, but I will get through like any other day...

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