Chapter 7

After we got off the plane and got our bags we jumped in the car that would take us back to one Harry's London house. Once we were both Settled and the big black S.U.V had started to move Harry asked "So Elly tell me about your self?"

After a pause, I said, "I don't know, there is not much to tell, what do you want to know?"

"Mhm, what is something nobody knows about you?"

" Well... Ok how about something that people at school know but not one person in my family knows? "

"Ok..."

"I'mbisexual" I said really fast and would be surprised if he could understand it.

And surprised I was because a few seconds later he kindly and calmly said "you do know I'm no myself so you don't have to be scared to tell me that kinda thing."

"I know, but it is still scary. I mean one of my best friends is no to but I practically had a heart attack before I told her".

"no, I get it just wanted to let you know that with me you don't have to be scared to hide who you are... Wait how do people at school know but not your family and why don't they know? "

"Well for starters I have a homophobic family so I have not come to them. And we'll the way I found out I am bi was I had a crush on a girl in my dance class in freshmen year and we ended up dating for most of this year but it ended up not working out." I paused for a second to make sure my emotions didn't come to Flooding through and then continued "we didn't hide our relationship at school, we held hands as we walked through the halls, we kissed in public and stuff. But at my house, she was just a friend nothing more and we told her parents about everything when they respected our decision".

"Wow I'm so sorry Elly that sucks, what's her name, and if you don't mind me asking what happened between you two?"

"Her name is Payton. No not at all... well it got really hard hiding our feelings for each other in front of my parents so we started to kinda push them down which led to a few fights and then a few fights led to fighting all the time. Right before we broke up she said that it was too hard and we could not be together I was not out to my parents and in said it was not ready to come out and she dumped me" I say and my eyes start to fill with tears.

"Well, the way I see it is if she could not respect how you felt then she is not worth having in your life. And also I think the fact is if you would let that relationship go you may have not wanted it anymore."

"Well yeah but I will always love her, I mean she was my first love and first kiss, the first time. I had all my first with her but it's also everything you said."

"Let's get off this topic and I have the perfect thing we can talk about".

"Oh yeah And what's that?" I ask wiping a stray tear on my cheek.

"Niall," he said in a cheeky tone and as soon as I hear it I feel my face blush... A lot.

"What about Niall," I ask trying to play it cool.I

"Well first of all how do you feel about him?"

"He is very nice and funny," I say, just thinking about him makes my heart beat faster and my cheeks flush.

"Wow, you have completely fallen for him."

"Ok well in my defense I was already in love with Niall Horan now I'm falling for Niall".

"He has a crush on you too."

"Haha very funny why would he ever like me and how would you even know."

"Ok one you are beautiful, funny, caring, supportive, and you have great taste in music" he chucked at the last one because that was more of a complement to himself than me but then continued" and two I could tell the moment he laid eyes on you."

"What do you mean you could tell?"

"Well you know that look you were going on about the outer night that you say Louis and I give each other" he paused and I nodded to tell him to continue continued "that's the exact look he was giving you."

"Just because you thought you saw a look does not mean anything," I said starting to get a little angry because I don't want to get my hopes up for something I know is never going to happen. I mean for one he is the Niall Horan from one direction and for another, he is 24 and I am 16. So even if he did have a feeling for me - which doesn't - it would be kinda illegal.

"Well there is more"

FLASHBACK - FROM HARRY'S POV

"Ok I should probably go get ready, nice to meet you Niall, and thanks for the coffee haz" Elly said as she walked upstairs.

"So what did you think of Elly?" I asked trying to see if I was right about his feeling towards her.

"Well she seems like a very nice girl," he said trying to not sound like he had a major crush on Elly.

"Ni, look I saw the way you looked at her... "

"Ok fine... I don't know I mean she came downstairs and I saw her. I know this sounds crazy because she was in her PJs and her hair all messy but I saw her and imminently started to fall for her then we talked and I know I am completely falling for her fast and hard. Which I know is really bad because she is only 16 but I don't know I can't help it".

END OF FLASHBACK - END OF HARRY'S POV

"Did he really say all that?"

"Yes he did but You do know that nothing can happen between you two till you are 18...? Right?"

"Yeah I know I just wish we didn't"

"Well, I'm the next year and a half you guys can get to know each other and become close then when you turn 18 you can do whatever you want."