ASHER ANDREW ADAMS

A NEW BOY ARRIVED AT MY SCHOOL TODAY,HE IINTRODUCED HIMSELF AND I COULDNT CARE LESS..I DIDNT EVEN LOOK AT HIM BUT MRS KRISTEN PUT HIM NEXT TO ME SO THAT I HAVE TABLE MATES LIKE EVERYONE ELSES..WHICH I WAS PRETTY SAD BECAUSE DAISY USED TO SIT THERE..SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HERE BUT SHE LEFT,NOW IM ALL ALONE AGAIN WHICH I DIDNT MIND..HE SAID HI TO ME TODAY AND WHEN I LOOK UP,HE HAVE THIS DAZZLING SMILE AND I COULD SMELL HIS FLOWERY PERFUME..HE SMILE AT ME TODAY..WHICH WAS WEIRD BECAUSE NOBODY EVER SMILE AT ME BEFORE BECAUSE THEY WERE SCARED..I LIKE HIS SMILE..HIS SMILE FEEL LIKE A REAL SMILE...BAD AMELIA..NO..STOP IT..DURING LUNCH,I PREFER TO SIT FAR AWAY FROM OTHERS,NOT BECAUSE I THOUGHT IM BETTER THAN THEM,NO..SOMETIMES THE NOISES BOTHER ME AND GIVE ME ANXIETY SO PREFER TO BE ALONE..HE SAT NEXT TO ME AND OFFER ME HIS SOUR PATCH CANDY,I REFUSES TO EAT THAT..BUT HE KEEP ON SCREAMING AND I ALMOST PUNCH HIM IN HIS THROAT..I HAD TO CLOSE MY EYES AND TOOK A DEEP BREATH LIKE DAISY TAUGHT ME..I SAID YES AND ATE MAYBE A COUPLE OF THAT SHIT,NOT GONNA LIE,IT TASTES GOOD..SO GOOD ACTUALLY..HE LOOK AT ME AND SAID "NOW I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY THEY CALL YOU ICE PRINCESS..YOURE COLD AS ICE BUT PRETTY WARM WHEN I GET TO KNOW YOU"..I WAS QUITE SUPRISED BY HOW HONEST HE WAS..I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING BUT NODDED INSTEAD..WE SAT IN SILENCE FOR WHILE NOT BEFORE HE OPEN HIS STUPID MOUTH..HE ASK ME IF I THOUGHT ABOUT LEAVING LONDON BEHIND AND START SOMEWHERE..I DIDNT SAY AYTHING FOR A WHILE BECAUSE IM SCARED HE WILL SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME.."YES..I DID THINK ABOUT LEAVING..LEAVING LONDON BEHIND AND START SOMEWHERE WHERE IM KNOWN AS AMELIA ROSE AND NOT AMELIA BLOOM..BUT I DONT THINK I WILL..LONDON IS MY HOME..OR IF THAT WHAT I FORCED MYSELF TO BELIEVE"..HIS SMILES FADED WHEN I SAID THAT,SHIT...DID I SAID THE WRONG THING?HE LOOK AT HIS LAPS AND WHISPER "ATLEAST YOU HAVE A HOME..I CHANGE MY SCHOOL QUITE OFTEN..THEY CALL ME A FREAK IN MY OLD SCHOOL AND I PUNCH HIM IN HIS CROTCH..MY MOM WAS FURIOUS AND DECIDED TO LEAVE THAT SHITTY HELL..MY MOM..SHE..URM..SHE WORK A LOT..DOESNT REALLY HAVE TIME FOR ME..MY DAD,HE WAS NEVER REALLY AT HOME TO BEGIN WITH..IM USED TO IT THOUGH..I KNOW YOURE WONDERING WHY THE HELL DID I SAID ALL OF THAT..I FEEL LIKE I COULD TRUST YOU..IM TELLING YOU MY SECRET AMELIA ROSE.."..IT WAS PRETTY CUTE HOW NERVOUS HE WAS AFTER TELLING ME ALL OF THAT..SO I WAS RIGHT..HE WAS JUST LIKE ME..HOMELESS..LOST..NOWHERE TO GO..BEFORE THE BELL RINGS,HE WHISPER "I FINALLY HAVE FRIEND"..FRIEND..I LIKE THAT..DURING OUR POETRY CLASSES,MR ROUGER,ONE OF MY FAVOURITE TEACHER WAS TELLING US ABOUT THIS LOVE POEMS CALL "SONNET 119"..MY CLASSMATES SEEM TO LOVE THIS POEMS..I RAISED MY HAND AND ASK IF TRUE LOVE EVER EXIST..MR ROUGER SAID IF IM LUCKY ENOUGH,THEN MAYBE I GET TO EXPERIENCED THAT..BUT..LOVE HURTS...HE GAVE ME THOSE SAD SMILE AND SEEM TO THINK HIS NEXT WORDS..HE ANSWER ME FINALLY..EVERY LOVE HURTS..THEN WHY LOVE I ASK HIM..WHY CANT WE ALL JUST UNLOVE?..HE LAUGHED AND CONTINUE TO LOOK AT ME SADLY..I HATED THAT LOOK..HE PITIED ME..I HATE THAT LOOK..THE SAME LOOK PEOPLE GAVE ME WHEN MY MOM DIED..HE SAID LOVE DOES HURTS AND THE REASON WHY PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE IS BECAUSE IT WAS WORTH IT..HE TOLD US ONE DAY WE WILL UNDERSTAND IT..ONE DAY WE WILL FIND THE ONE WHO WE DONT WANT TO LOSE BECAUSE WE LOVE THEM..THEN I DONT WANT LOVE THEN IF IT MEANT I WOULD BE LOSING THEM ONE DAY..JUST LIKE HOW I LOSE MY MOM..