Chapter 7

Camila Saez

I had to leave the bathroom in my pajamas, to make matters worse I was only wearing short shorts and a short shirt, I definitely hoped that Leonardo would not see me like this, hopefully he would continue downstairs with his father, who had sent for him a few minutes before.

I could still feel the pressure of his lips against mine, the way he captured every space of my mouth with his tongue, I bit my lip thinking about his way of kissing, his way of making me feel this here inside my heart .

But, even so, the only thing I wanted was for this not to be a farce, I wanted him to feel the same as me, to make sure of it, but I couldn't do it, I just had to blindly trust Leonardo, even if it led me to the very shit, I would trust him and give myself to this love that I feel in my chest and in which his name beats.

I left the bathroom and quickly went to bed, I wanted to get into it as quickly as possible.

_ What beautiful pajamas. – Leonardo mentioned, I looked behind me and he was sitting on the sofa, he looked patient, as if he was waiting for me to come out of the bathroom.

_ Um… thanks. – I mentioned nervously, his eyes had something peculiar, although I didn't understand what it could be, I had never paid attention to the looks of men, I couldn't understand those looks that surely had different meanings.

_ But you are more beautiful. – She commented. My cheeks reddened, I saw him get up to where I was, he sat on the bed, in front of me, he brought one of his hands to my cheek, then he brought his face closer to mine, I guess he wanted to kiss me, I clumsily brought my face closer to his I still had no idea what I was doing, I just wanted our lips to meet.

_ Why do you say those things? - I whispered trying to calm my chest that was beating rapidly, my nerves seemed to take over my body when I felt him so close to me. He smiled again taking my chin and bringing his lips to mine, we were able to join and it seemed as if our tongues were dancing in our mouths.

_ It's reality. – He said when we were finally able to separate, that kiss left me breathless, but anyway I wanted more, his lips were addictive, I wanted more of him, but I was afraid, my mind kept filling me with doubts. - I love you Camila. – He mentioned smiling.

_ Unfortunately if you keep saying those things, I'll end up believing them, plus you'll generate a dependency and you'll have to tell me every day. – I replied smiling.

_ I have no problem reminding you every day how beautiful you are, Camila. - He answered caressing my cheek, the touch of his skin on mine made me shiver, but I liked it, he put a hand on my leg and I got even more nervous than before.

I think we should go to bed. - I mentioned smiling, all this was causing me feelings never experienced before.

_ It's fine. - She said smiling, raised the spawns so I could lie down. – It is cold at night. – He mentioned, he wrapped me up as if I were a little girl… well, smaller, because he was about four years older than me, he was twenty-two while I was eighteen.

_ What are you doing? – I asked when I saw him taking off the clothes he was wearing, I got nervous, thousands of events went through my head at that moment, from the most obvious, to the most libidinous.

_ I don't sleep with clothes, Camila, only with boxers. She - she mentioned causing my cheeks to redden, I was practically going to sleep naked, I thought. – Don't worry, if you don't want anything to happen we won't do anything. – He added, I immediately understood what he meant.

_ Thanks. – I mentioned her, I didn't know what else to say, I was just grateful that she understood that she wasn't ready for that, at least for now.

_ You don't have to thank him, Camila. All the time I have been used to being given what I want, but this will not happen with you, I want us to take our time and let it be what destiny wants. - She said. My cheeks were still red from the words she was saying. I love you and I want to prove it. – She added.

_ I love you too, Leonard. I love being by your side and that, in addition, you are so understanding. - I replied smiling and he returned me with another smile, I was delighted with this man, but just like a while ago, my mind began to torment me with different stories created by myself.

_ Come. - He commented gaining side to where I was. I gained close to him by looking at him squarely. He smiled and kissed my forehead, my heart seemed like it would explode at any moment from so much happiness.

_ It feels weird to sleep with someone who is not from your family. – I mentioned smiling. - I like being by your side. – I added.

_ I wished with the moment to be able to have you like this, in my arms, to be able to kiss your lips and your body, I am completely in love with you, Camila. And it scares me, I'm scared that one day you'll realize what a shitty person I am and leave me alone, that behind all the power and wealth of my family I'm worth nothing, I'm one of the worst rats on this earth . – He mentioned, my mind thought of different things, although my heart did not believe any, I knew that Leonardo was a good person, with some aphrodisiac tastes, if that is what you can call a man who liked to sleep with everyone he came across.

_ I don't think you're bad as you say, Leonardo. Perhaps you are little understood by others. – I mentioned trying to calm him down, you could tell that those words had made him sad and obviously he didn't want that.

_ I hope you are right. - He mentioned smiling and kissing my forehead again, so that slowly, he followed a path of kisses to my lips, I felt how I melted in his arms, I wanted to stop time, stay with him for life and that his lips, so addictive , they would not lose that strength and that fervor with which he kissed me.

_ That's right, you mean too much to me, Leonardo, I wouldn't like to leave you. – I mentioned again. After a few seconds I turned around to be able to sleep, I thought he was already asleep, but as soon as I did, he also turned to me and hugged me from behind, we arranged our bodies as if we had already done it thousands of times.

I fell sound asleep with the warmth of his huge arms around my body, with his breath hitting my neck causing a thousand tickling sensations in it, feeling how our bodies fit perfectly with each other, as if we were meant to be together, but even so, I tried to have as few illusions as possible, I had already suffered without feeling love, I didn't want to imagine the extent of pain that such a disappointment could do to my heart.

The next morning, to my surprise, he kept hugging me, I didn't wake up at night, but something was different in his hug, his hand was under my shirt, caressing my abdomen, I didn't like it, I didn't want him to feel that skin that It had undergone so many changes, leaving us with those scars that make us feel so complex, stretch marks.