XXIII ||| December 25th of 2017 (VII)

From: A.LF

<alf.weeknd@gmail.com >

To: P.BG

<pbg.prada@gmail.com >

Sent: Monday, 25 Dec 2017, 00:45

Subject: enjoyable

You should get yourself a dog then.

They are funny, will make you comfortable, it'll be enjoyable just watching them, they are better companies, and will love you above anyone else.

I don't think that's how you should feel in a good relationship, but it is not like I know much about such great relationships when the only one I had ended like it did, right?

Yes, she was a red flag. I guess I was blind by how she acted when we were in bed. Now I'm wondering if I really did made her cum or if she was faking it. I don't know anymore, I don't think I'll date anytime now. I might have been a bit traumatized. I'll just keep it casual for a while and see how it goes.

Every time you say I was written by a woman I blush. It's like, the ultimate compliment, especially when you said you don't think you'll meet guys like the ones from the books you read. So, I appreciate it, P. Many may not understand it, but I get it.

And in case you were not joking, like you said, I would gladly make the pact with you. If we are still single and failed in love when one of us turn 30 first, we could get together. If our places and wishes and goals align when the time comes, we could do that. We can also not talk about this yet, I don't want to jinx your relationship, I want what's best for you.

I'm gladly surprised you also cook, and I will also not say what's my favorite cuisine because it would have the same effect as you saying it. But I also have a favorite one, two favorites, but the first is because of my paternal family comes from this place, like your case. I can't help but to wish to one day have a taste of whatever you cook, we could switch dishes and taste each other's cuisines one day, if we ever meet.

Seems like you haven't been as appreciated as you should, P.

- A