XV ||| December 25th of 2016 (VI)

From: A.LF

<alf.weeknd@gmail.com >

To: P.BG

<pbg.prada@gmail.com >

Sent: Sunday, 25 Dec 2016, 03:47

Subject: about blondes

I agree with the blonde distaste.

Not to describe anyone, or give any hint of how I look like, but to be fair, I also don't like blondes, and I'm also not blonde, not blonde at all, for what's worth. I don't find blonde that attractive, to me they lack some... sauce. Does it make sense?

Sorry for the delay, my girlfriend didn't let me even touch my phone, she's a bit... averse to it. She thinks it's inappropriate to use phones when we are around one another. Soooo, I came to the bathroom, with my phone, and that's that. But I think this will be my last email for tonight, sorry, again.

I think your boyfriend's mother is a horrible person to do that to you, P. And since you're into it because of how comfortable and good it is, and not because of the sex or his otherworldly looks, I would just, as a friend, like you to think about why he isn't protecting you from her. A real boyfriend wouldn't let his mother hurt his girlfriend by bringing his ex-girlfriend up like that, in a mean way. At least, I know I wouldn't, it's my first relationship as well, so I'm still learning, but I know enough to know that I wouldn't let that happen, no matter how much I love mom.

My baby sister had her first period around three months ago, and she has a lot of cramps and mood swings, just like our mom, and now my girlfriend too. I always get their favorite chocolate, ice cream, warm tea, remedies, and I help them with warm towels and a belly massage if their cramps get worse. I don't know if you like chocolate or ice cream or tea, but maybe try it? It could help.

They also like to watch romantic comedies when like this, and cry on it. I don't know if you're like that too, or if you even enjoy rom-coms, but maybe it could also take your mind of things like that?

I don't know what's like, since I don't have a period, but I try to help them with what I can.

You're not being melancholic, I'm also scared of being cheated on. Like, terrified. Because I would never do that with someone, to me, when someone feels the need to cheat, it's because they feel nothing else for their partner, and they should just break up before doing that, because it's a fault in their principals. It's terrifying, and I get you in this.

You have to tell me more about that to-do list of yours later, I got one as well.

It warms my heart to know you really does think I'm a funny guy, especially when I wasn't even trying. Thanks for the uplifting on that, P.

Alright, I'll try to avoid fucking raw, though it'll be a bit hard, because I just, ugh, love it. The skin to skin sensation is just delicious. But you're right, I don't want to be a father anytime soon, too young for that.

I too hope you have an amazing holiday, P.

Happy early new year.

- A,🥂