17 Chapter 16: “I like you”

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Levi only looks at me for a mere second before leaning forward and doing the same thing again, kissing my nose. I feel my cheeks are burning again and quickly covers my face

"What is wrong with him?! Why is he doing it again?! is he crazy?!"I thought while giving him a murderous glare that looks cute in Levi's eyes. "hey you haven't answered me yet and you repeated doing it why?" compromising myself, while hundred of answers are running in my mind but none of it seems to fit my questions.

"let's sit down first" Levi chuckles again while standing up before lending his hand, I reach out and immediately let go I saw how Levi's face become cold while looking at his hand, I suddenly felt bad and just want to reach out but I'm still embarrassed about the incident earlier so I just compromised myself and looks at him indicating that he should continue explaining.

Levi sighed and sat down beside me, I got the same feeling again from earlier where my heart is beating so fast. I place my hand in my chest and feel the beating of my heart

Thump Thump Thump Thump

I immediately put my hand down and focuses on the person sitting beside me, god I forgot how handsome this man was since I only focus on his eyes as I completely forgot to notice the other things, all of them are perfect. I may sound exaggerating but and shit but I've seen tons of faces in my world and none of them can compare to him.

he notices my gaze at him and I immediately look away, hoping he did not see my burning cheeks. After a while, I already cooled down and look at him again avoiding his piercing gaze at me and ask him the same question "why".

I heard him sigh and thought if I made him mad, i was supposed to talk but I heard him say something that made my whole body to stop moving. "I like you" I was stunned and don't know what to do, I look at him to see if he was joking but hell nah he's not, those eyes, those eyes back then was empty and doesn't have any emotions but now looking at him he seems serious. Gosh what do I do? should I accept him? but if I accepted him what will happen to my mission? what would happen once I leave this world? will he remember me?

I'm afraid, afraid that someday he will get tired of me and leave me like everyone does. Afraid that this feeling will go away someday and just like in my past, I will be alone again....

looking at him, he seems nervous and it seems his in daze. may be his also thinking about the outcome once this scenario has finished. The atmosphere that was harmonious earlier has become awkward and silence engulfed the whole rooftop. I chuckled and he immediately look at me wondering why am I laughing.

"Are you sure? since when?" looking up the sky and just thinking so many things have happened today and I don't know what to do anymore. "since the day you got injured, after I got home I've realized what I've felt seeing you hurt and weak. I felt scared and angry but when you showed me your smile, as if all of my anger was never there, that's when I decided to only let you show me that smile and to only hold my hand everytime that you feel scared, sad, and alone. I will be with you in life and in death, and that's a promise that I will never break." looking at me with the determination in his eyes.

I was frozen in my spot for so many times that I only feel numb and so I didn't even notice the tear that slipped down from my eyes. I only recovered when I felt a hand in my cheek wiping down my tears.

"Don't cry, I don't like seeing you in that state especially when I'm the cause of your tears." still wiping my cheeks as my tears only keeps falling down and it seems it don't want to stop. He hugged me while patting my head to calm me down.

wow I never cried like this in the past. let's say i don't have the reason to cry as I only feel numbness but this boy only said some things and look at my situation right now. I only felt the embarrassment after I cried and could only cover my face. I heard him chuckle and my embarrassment just keeps increasing so I coughed while fixing my composure

"well, I really don't know what to say to you, it's my first time getting an confession and I don't know what to feel. I don't know what it feels like to like someone hence I don't even know how to kiss!" leaning my head in the wall, he seems sad while hearing what I said and was supposed to get up but I stop him and told him to let me finish, Levi sat down beside me, way more closer than the previous ones. "but there are times when I just don't like you ignoring me and don't even give me a glance, I don't like seeing you sad it makes my heart ache, I hate it and when you look at me with that eyes of yours my heart seems to beat way faster than my normal heartbeat. So does it count as a like?" I questioned while looking at him in the eye.

"my god, he's so cute and also so...... innocent" Levi thought while also looking at Asa. He smiled at me and lean his head into my shoulder. I was shocked at first and don't know what to do but eventually calm down and also do the same, leaning my head into his.

"So about my question wha-" I got cut of by his answer which made me froze and think deeply "Even if I answered your question, yours will only be the one that you are looking for." smiling before closing his eyes.

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Even after our classes is done I was still thinking about what Levi said to me earlier. After the ring bell, I assumed he will ignore me because I still didn't give him an answer to his confession but was surprised that he stills interact with me and it seems that nothing as changed, but can anyone explain why is he in here with me in the bus?!

I can still understand if he's coming with me to school, but coming with me towards my home?! what the heck happened to him?! our houses have diffferent paths and I assumed that he doesn't need to take the bus because he has someone to pick him up but WHY IS HE HERE WITH ME?!

I look at the person beside me and he only gave me a nod before leaning his head in my shoulders again to take a nap. I sigh, what can I do with him? I look at him helplessly and just held his head so that it will not slip. "what a stressful day" looking at his sleeping face before looking out the window.

we walked for a while before arriving at my apartment, silence engulfed our surroundings again before I invite him to come inside but was rejected because he has something to do. I nodded and told him my goodbye before coming inside, "hey ummm about my answer, are you willing to wait?" questioning him while looking at him hesitantly, well who would be ashamed when you tell them this kind of things but he nodded his head and said something that made my heart beat faster, "Even after so many years, I'll still wait for you because I know your worth to wait for" smiling, I quickly closed the door and lean in it. Gosh when did he became a sweet talker?

I was in dazed for so many minutes but got interuppted by this prick who suddenly jump into me.

[HOST!! how are you?, why are your cheeks so red?, OHMYGOD HOST ARE YOU HAVING A FEVER?!] barkinwhile lickingg my face.

[WHAT THE HELL?! I have no fever or anything! also my cheeks are not red!!] yelling while covering my face.

zero was wondering why his host was acting so weird when he remembered earlier his host ask him a question about something and zero immediately got the idea before asking his host something that made his host hit him in the head.

[so host, did he use protection?]

a/n: That's it! angels! hope you have fun in reading \^0^/ hehehehe I will see you in next Monday or maybe this week again? we will see ;) since  I'm almost done in my modules I think I can create another one ;) and I don't like to keep you hanging about what happened to zero right? ;) poor him hahahaha I hope you enjoy reading if yes kindly vote for my story if not the please give me ideas on how to improve it :3

ps: I think this will be the last one of the interaction of Asa and Levi, as I need to focus on the two protagonist and their situation and also so that I can immediately start writing Arc 2 ;) which may happened in the next 5-6 chapters? I don't know but in the next chapters the story will focus on the plot and also about the protagonists but I will still give you some interactions about the two ;3 that is all luv u! ^0^

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