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Warm Light

In this cold world even more frigid than hell, I somehow had enough good karma to find you- my sun. Having nothing is better than feeling so deeply just to have everything torn from you. So, I will never feel again. I don't deserve to, after all, it is my fault. That was the promise I made to myself that day. The day I finally couldn't deny the blaring truth. Yet, she barged into my life- literally. How could someone be so... her? After all that has happened, shouldn't I not be able to feel anything, let alone emotional attachment to someone? Thats right, all it is is a chemical reaction' She reasoned out. 'Yet those eyes, they would be the death of her one day.' Those sinful lips matched her unholy heart. She was a coward, once bitten twice shy, they say. Maybe uncountable snake bites can leave a poison so rooted into the very marrow of your being, there is no escape. However, a hand reached out and pulled her away, eliminating the poison and shining light once more. 'Loosing both hope and direction in this internal, moonless night, you became my lantern, guiding me along a path that feels forbidden-yet I will always follow like a lost duckling. The cold walls staring at you, people mocking and sneering at you, even never ceasing nightmares may make for a cold exterior, however, Alora knew it can make the warmest person. The proof was right in front of her. This woman refused to tell her name and never asked for even that much information from her. All the woman said was "you owe me".' Yes, Alora did owe her. She owed her life to her. But with nothing to exchange it with; Somehow, it comforted her, knowing that even a small connection existed between them. This doctor of hers would click her tongue and sigh at her- yet never once laughed at her expense, even going so far as to beat anyone who did. Her stone-cold face revealed as much as the walls, yet Alora could read her like an open book. Those eyes filled with a flame hotter than her demons were so alluring. Even if she would get burnt, so be it. After all, she did owe her doctor, right? Teaser: Not being able to take it any longer, Alora pushed her doctor to the wall. She held the other woman's hand and pushed it alongside her. As Alora's hand slowly went to touch the others cheek, she saw fear. The doctor's eyes began to cloud with unshed tears, her legs began to shake give out, yet never giving a peep. All Alora ever saw was a broken version of her doctor, but never this crumbled. Shaken she let her go and turned around to walk away, possibly for good. She'd find another way to repay her. A low thump was heard, she had to get away from here. Slowly spiraling, her mind became messy. Before her mind dove deeper, an unsteady hand reached out. Alora's senses were extremely high even in a scenario like this. Taking a deep breath she sighed. How could she leave like this? This cold woman was everything to her. The hand started to tremble, but before anything could be done, a voice so tiny and fragile said something Alora never expected to hear. This is a girl's love so be warned. If you're not into it then don't take it out on the book. Honestly, I don't know the direction it will take. It may become full on fantasy, maybe have a tragic ending- I don't know. This story is about healing and protecting each other along with slowly falling in love. It may have 18+ content or just snuggles and innocence. //Trigger warning⚠️: Rape, sluercide, murder, other things. I will put another on the chapter if it's more than a mention of it Please read until chapter 10 before dropping

Aibek669 · LGBT+
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11 Chs

Armins povish

Chapter 6:

          The doctor stumbled around. "Get a hold of yourself!" She shouted, slapping her face.

           2 goons and her self entitled brother are dead, cat is on the verge (again)! She grumbled. Trying to process. Her dad is going to be pissed and find me again. She trembled. No, not that.

           She finally found her phone and called a number.

            "Boss!" A gruff voice answered.

             "Get here in 10 minutes, bring the jars, clean up supplies, and life kit."

             "Anything else boss?" The person on the other end questioned, bewildered.

              A pause, before an answer- completely baffling the subordinate. "Cigarettes, alcohol, and" A slight pause before the woman muttered, stuttering like a little school girl, "Please, don't hang up. Armin."

              Armin, who was running down the stairs, nearly tripped. "Yes boss."

               He said this professionally yet his mind was getting worried. He's only seen his boss like this once. Only once.

              That time she showed up at his doorstep with a bag. He ushered her in, although very bemused. She asked him if she could stay- no- It was as if she was pleading with her eyes. Her swollen, puffed up eyes. Her hair was a tangled mess mixed in with blood and rain. She seemed so fragile, as if waiting for the wind to push her over.

              It was that bastard again, probably. Who raises a kid to be a prostitute? Even if it was for information.

              At that time, he was so mad. The only thing he could do though, was usher her inside and hug her. She cried like a baby on his chest. It broke his heart. He promised to himself he would never betray her, even if he has to ask his family for help.

             She was only 14 then. She's gone a long way, however, he wishes she would've just forgot forever- even if she doesn't remember him.

              She seemed so strong and put up a cold front, yet the 12 knights knew better. Heck! They named themselves her knights because the hope that one day, she would collapse her walls on her own accord. When that day happens, the 12 will be her protecting shields- not to isolate her. Never to enclose her. But to make her feel safe.

                Maybe... someday.

                "Ya crying asshole?" A- no, boss. Boss asked on the other end.

               "I'm alright, why would I cry?" He asked, wiping a few tears while keeping his voice calm.

                His boss just hummed. He knew that calling him asshole was her way of trying to put a barrier around herself. He tried not to laugh.

                "Ya laughing at me now? Eh?" She tried to sound as cold and mean as she could, failing terribly in the face of her guardian brother.

                  Act professional Armin. He reminded himself. "Of course not boss. Can I bring Oscar?"

                 He tried to steer the conversation away, which seemed to work. His boss answered, almost unsure, "Yeah, bring him to. Hurry imbecile!"

                  By now, Armin was fluent in his sist- bosses language. She was really worried. "Okay, I will be there in 15  minutes, is that alright boss?"

                  "Yeah." Her voice was so weak. He rushed to his motorcycle, texted Oscar, and rushed through the streets. Early morning traffic was just beginning so he was able to dodge most cars. He drove over one, causing a major 10-car-accident.

                  He was on his way, and would never let anything happen- not again.