1 Games are boredom relievers
"Huammmm ...."
My name is Dansetsu Yoru. An otaku and former great player in gaming competitions. I realized that I was lazy and quiet compared to my other friends. The birds sing to accompany the beautiful sunlight in the morning.
Approaching the window while cheering happily with his partner who always accompanies him. I woke up from bed and looked towards the window.
The cries of birds woke me up with their melodious sounds.
It is clear that 1 room is messy, VR and computers are there.
Since I got to know the world of games and watching anime, my daily life has always been filled with fun.
This must be a very fun thing, right?
Maybe, it's for myself.
Yeah, although to most people, this looks pathetic like a fool who has no purpose in life.
I hate this.
Walk out of the room and open the door. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth in the morning with messy hair visible in the mirror.
Everything feels fake, a bitter reality that always accompanies my way of surviving in this world.
Stupid, no one cares about you.
You definitely know what a nolep is like, this is annoying.
I am now a loser, my face is very wrinkled and not maintained at all.
Hmmmm... Maybe I'm a little handsome as a man, I'm grateful for that.
Now I'm 20 years old. I'm unemployed, playing video games and watching anime are my hobbies.
My parents have passed away since I was 5 years old. They died on their way to work and collided with a long cargo container.
This happened because the driver of the container car was very drunk, an incident that really made my life feel empty so that now I only live with my aunt who always accompanied me and cared for me until I grew up.
Sighh... When I remember it, it always makes me feel an unclear feeling of hatred. It makes me very disappointed in negligent humans like them.
Even though this has become a rule that has been determined for me because of their loss. I stopped brushing my teeth.
But, there was one day that I couldn't forget something... Disappointment and regret about the nature of human behavior. Starting to make me remember a bad experience I had in the past.
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Sunday, December 21 2018, when I was 15 years old. A 5 versus 5 FPS shooter game competition which is often held every 7 months in a special arena. An era that was often visited by many young gamers at that time.
I am a great player who always wins all the matches.
Becoming famous in all circles of gamer media is an easy thing for me when everything looks like a dream.
Everyone who sees me always shouts his name.
NONAME. Name calling from that game.
I have a team called The Raising Star which is in the top 1 of the standings. 5 great players who are famous for their skill, agility and intelligence in tactical competitions and neat game strategies.
That day, my team was going to compete against The Devil's team which was in the lower rankings.
First match.
Everyone cheered.
The first half match went smoothly, making me confident that I could beat them easily. High expectations that all my teammates can believe in easily because they are against a small team like them.
1 hour passed.
20 minutes of rest is given to both teams to plan their next game strategy. Everything went according to plan and started the 2nd match. Everything still looks normal.
Suddenly ....
Stupidity and selfishness due to underestimating something turns into a disaster.
Strange things began to appear from the TD Team, who initially couldn't beat the TRS team in each match, they quickly overtook the battle points in a way that looked fraudulent.
I saw their faces full of hatred. They laughed at me in front of many people. Everyone couldn't believe it, they cheered wildly at my team and their team.
Noisy, pointless shouting made my playing style disorganized to the point of being unfocused.
They can see where players are hiding with very different games. My team is always killed easily by them.
This is a very troublesome cheating program. Team crews tried to protest, but were always covered up by fans of their team.
The match continued until the victory of The Devil team over The Raising Star team was announced. I, who felt this strangeness, just remained silent and felt disappointed with what had happened. Although I always try to play sportsmanship.
There is no point!
It's all too late.
Selfish!
Why do losers like them use cheating like this just to win?
So sad!
Embarrassing, I can't believe they don't have a trace of shame! Everything had passed quickly.
2 months passed, a new media hit me hard. A great player who is always known to many people.
All that changed with just 1 defeat which made me called a useless loser. Humans don't know themselves!
My hatred can no longer be imprisoned. Hitting the bedroom window, my anger couldn't be stopped.
My room was a mess. A house full of depression. My aunt just looked behind the door with worry. He couldn't do anything, he left me without calling my name.
"Useless you say?! If I were a law enforcer, I would definitely take you guys to court for making me accept this suffering. Weak humans like you will never understand!"
The room was in ruins.
"Why does this always have to happen to me? ... Why?!"
But, I admit that. That's right, I'm a weak human who doesn't have anything. I know they do it because they want to be in the media spotlight and be famous.
But, they are too pitiful as humans who have no trace of shame. It was the worst experience I ever had besides the loneliness that always colored my life.
Everything has returned. Gargle and wash your face with a dry face looking at the water.
Go walk out of the bathroom and close the door to forget everything. Face full of emptiness. Many trials in life always happen to me. Makes me depressed, no one can listen to me even though I have one wide world filled with various living creatures in it.
But, it's all just paper stuff that isn't important to tell anyone.
Make hot tea.
Holding a glass while contemplating everything turns my mind into a pile of useless trash.
"I'm tired of everything ... Why ... Why is this world filled with people like them?!"
Well, maybe because basically I'm too weak ... Yes, I'm so weak that I'm completely useless. Squeezing my fist, the glass suddenly cracked like the destruction that was happening in my life right now.
It's broken, but I think there's one thing that needs to be fixed to become a new framework. I could only stare at him, everything felt empty and useless.
"Maybe ... Because I myself can't accept all the bitterness that always colors my life ... It's sad."
Take a sip.
"Ahhh... This really feels good...."
I don't care, if I think about it all the time it will make me die of depression, right? Yes, maybe playing games will make me feel a little calmer when I live my life, which is always like this. I walked to the room carrying a glass of warm tea.
Sit in a chair, turn on the computer and use VR in my room.
"Yes, that's it. Now I'm alone, withdrawing from competitive events and living like a pile of dry leaves that can't bloom again."
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*Tick, tock ... *(time flies quickly from 7 am to 9 pm)
Using VR, sit back in a chair and fall asleep playing games in another world. This is not a VR game that allows you to move in the real world.
But I am the one who can enter another world to gain the extraordinary comfort that can be found in it. I'm playing a new game that was just released today. I didn't expect that this game would immediately be able to be played by all game lovers like me.
A game entitled 'Isekai Fantasy Reality' with the themes of adventure, school, the future and magic. This is a game I'm really looking forward to playing. Because before this game was released, I played the beta test first.
Maybe most people don't know it, but I was the first person to play this game before them.
A game with the best customization settings that can be adjusted by the player himself and can create a character according to his wishes. Isn't that good? I really like games like this.
Starting from face, gender, clothing, weapons and abilities that players want to learn. Yes, This is a VR MMORPG game.
I think, playing a VR MMORPG game with lots of beautiful, cool and sexy characters will make me feel a little excited because I can play this game like real everyday life.
You guys should like it, right?
Women too? Hmmmmmmm ... I'm not so sure.
I have created a cool, strong and invincible character, he is a boy. This is a copy of a character from a previous beta test game.
Profile
Win rate (1vs1) : 100%
Skills : Absolute elimination and endless illusion of reality
Name : Shinka Rainmaru
Characteristics : Black hair, sky blue eyes, open black jacket, plain white shirt and black trousers decorated with a silver chain patterned with red cloth with black stripes
Level : 99
Weapons : Two Trinity Astrons
Defense : 1000000
Strength : 2380000
Energy : 876000
Class : Gunner
Achievements : Demon King, King of the world of void, brave, hero, knight, strange man, useless, inappropriate, strange, wise but stupid and other.
Astron Trinity is a long-range shooting weapon that is rarely chosen by new players. The strongest weapon with excellent stats and abilities. The metallic white color, purple and blue patterns and one dragon wing on both sides are described as extraordinary.
I don't know why other people don't choose it as their main weapon. It seems like they don't care and just want to enjoy the storyline. Maybe, I'm the only one who chose the shooter class.
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Now, I'm in the story to complete the most difficult mission. Fight the Crystal Drake boss who is in a labyrinthine world of layers of endless darkness with piles of glowing blue crystal stones lighting it up. The world of darkness of the 12 cursed crystal stars, Azenhtium Realm.
"Arghhhhhhh ... Just a little more!!"
I ran and threw several long-range attacks with the two weapons I was using. The purple laser light bullet (Void Bullet) that comes out of the tip of the gun feels very beautiful when seen with both eyes.
The Crystal Drake was a little overwhelmed when it blocked the (Void Bullet) that hit it. He's in pain, maybe this is a good move to end it quickly.
This really worked, his number of Heal points continued to drain drastically. This is the time, I will not hesitate to attack him with the strongest ultimate skill I have in order to defeat him.
"This is my chance ... I will not weaken my sights one last time. I will definitely win!!" I answered firmly while continuing to try to avoid long-range attacks from the monster before death claimed me.
Solar imfusion : A long-range black light attack that shoots black sun rays of death curse with needle-thin spikes. An attack that can cause the player to be hit by a death curse, causing him to die instantly without caring about the opponent's defense.
"I won't ... Repeat the same mistake for the 25th time!"
I jumped into the air and aimed 1 of my Astron Trinity weapons upwards.
"Take it, my strongest attack!"
Countless dark purple particles danced on the tip of the gun, as well as 12 purple crystals forming on top of the tower.
But ....
"....?!!!!"
"What?!"
Instantly he disappeared very quickly from before me.
"Disappeared again? Where is he?!"
"....!!!"
Three heads, dark blue eyes blazing fiercely world nothingness dragon demon horns.
He was already behind me in another, stronger form. His movement was so fast that I couldn't move after realizing it, I could only be surprised when he was behind me.
My eyes shook violently. One claw was swung very quickly, making me die instantly without even turning around. I didn't have time to look back, I was cut to death by him with immeasurable speed and immediately removed from the story.
".... Impossible ...."
Thrown out of the story portal.
*BRUKK!*
I was returned to the city of Arzethenon, a city that was always inhabited by many players and other parties who gathered there. You could say that's where all the equipment shops, guilds and whatever adventurers (Players) need are located.
Arzethenon, the 7th layer of the Wismatherin world bubble.
I didn't have time to say a word. My voice was like a cable being snapped quickly.
This is really crazy.
The strongest boss in the middle of the story with the most difficult mission. One of the bosses who always beat me when he was dying and evolved with changes that didn't match my stats. Normally, that would be impossible. But that boss always made me feel useless.
Instantly, a system failure notification immediately appeared before my sight.
(You have failed 26 times. Do you want to go back?)
(If you fail 30 times, you will be fined 200 Stellar Crystals.)
(Yes or no?)
Sigh ... You bastard boss!
How could I do it again with a fine like that? If I do, maybe my finances will be useless just because I want to finish this story.
That notification annoyed me so much, it probably wouldn't hurt if I shot it.
*BANG!*
My legs went limp until they touched the ground.
"Why? Why ...."
I hit the ground, there was no other way out but the hard ground beneath me.
"I've tried many times ... But, why ... Why do I still lose like this? Impossible ...."
Hit the ground 3 times harder.
"Sigh ... Apparently, always playing sportsmanship can't make me feel happy. I should have used the power of those eyes to destroy him. But ...."
Deep disappointment began to feel because he was always defeated decisively.
"Arghhhhhhhhhh ... Even so ... I always try to play sportsmanship so as not to disappoint other people's happiness!"
Holding my own head with feelings of hatred because of failures that always make me useless.
"Bastard! ... Why is there such a powerful story boss?!"
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