the night

amar : you want to know the answer ...

i blinked to say him the truth ..

amar : i will stay with you for my life time. with you my life is a wonderful world .

( amar ... how can you say that ....?)

amar i want you to stay with me through out my life ... now i want you to promise me ...

amar was some what confused with her behavior ...

radhika ... i know you love me the most .. but i will promise you to be with me for this life time and

you know today is our first night ... do n't feel nervous ... from today night ... you are my wife and

i am your little husband ... sorry i said it in a wrong pattern .. i am your little wife and you are my big husband .. he smiled happily ..

i know he wants to change the subject . so i also don't want to raise that again . so i also laugh with him .... i want to laugh genuinely but i got happy tears because there was a knot in her neck . this was a bond between us ... latha aunt , krishna , hari and uncle were happy. i was looking at them .. these were memorable days . so i had to cherish it ....

later at 2:00 pm ... i was in a dilemma .. i am now a new bride .... and my happiness is at moon. today my long lasting wish is done... i am happy .. latha aunt was giving me some guidance to my married life ... these were words ... i had given to sulthana .. suddenly my mood changed .. i want to cry now ... i lost my treasure of good people ... god is always cunning because he loves good people and he takes good people that fast ... i look at you ... in you i saw my sulthana ... i went to your feet and ask an apology ... you were laughing at me .. amar came to me ...

amar : radhika .. i am so happy to be your husband .. and to be father to this cute devil ....

she is not devil ..fairy to our life amar ....

amar : you know radhika ... god always ask child to select her parents ... i think we are lucky that she selected us ... i had a happy family now ... you are my true family ... thank you wife for giving me this happiness.

amar ... you are happy with me right ...

amar : of course my wife ...

amar ... i want this first night and i want you all my whole nights ....

amar was stunned for my sudden change ...

amar : radhika .. are you alright .. he checked my temperature ...

amar.... you think i got mad or i got some in my brain ... amar looked at me with some looks ... i almost laugh for his uncertain behavior ... he was like a cute cat .. oh no .. am i falling into his trap again ... i had to control .... i had to ...

amar was looking at me with various expressions .. i suddenly laugh at him ....

amar also joined with me .. like happy forever ..

that night ... i enter into that room ... this was my first time with my husband ... in brothel house i had many first nights ... but this was special because it was with my love