pregnant ...
now at present ... vidya looked at the diary and hugged it .... she know she was doing wrong but for her mom sake and for her revenge .... she has to do that ...
( radhika : i know baby .. yo will sure find about this book but don't mistreat your mom because of that .... i had sent to a famous personality back then .... he is a leader in front of people but in back ... he is a womanizer ....he slept with many woman and buried them in his farm house .... i went there as per my boss order. i had gone into his room and he desperately wanted me... back then i was shocked because... there are many girls like me... by seeing me... he came to me and hugged me... as i lost hope in my life .... i surrender myself in his hands ...by then ... daily he does that . i came to know that i am pregnant .... i start to vomit all my food at once ....later my body started to feel sour .... i had a hope now ...i want to protect my baby ... for that i need to escape from here . i had no idea how to escape then i draw a plan ... it was indeed risk for my baby sake i had to do this . daily i had to go to a customer ... today it was another customer.....days were continuing i had a big plan ... while i am going to my customer ... i ran through some windows and wanted to get out of there ....i had gained my hope and looked at the grill. my heart thumps faster than a jet ...ii am slowly walking out ... by clearing obstacles.... while i am running away .... one person saw this .... i begged him for mercy ...but he didnt ... he reported it to another one .... almost my heart stops beating and what about my baby ... baby i am so sorry your mom is a waste soul ... i am helpless... my hands were sweating and my eyes fills with tears ... rolling down one by one ... it almost covered my face ... i am begging him ... on a sudden a large hands were lied on my face .. he hold my hair and started to kick me with his strong legs... i was in pain and crying for my baby .... no i had to protect it ... it was my blood ...my bloodline ..... i touched my tummy and said .....
no worry kid mom will save you ....please endure some pain for me... i asked my child . right then ...they took me into a mini van .... i was afraid .. what they know about my pregnancy ..... i was shattered at that moment ... they held me back ... i was reciprocating my actions and felt bad for my child .....during the journey i endure the pain in my face ... as long as my baby is safe ... i will bare it ... i had reached to old house that is brothel house ... i went to my room to hide but they came back and kicked me to door. i fell into ground ... my stomach was deeply hurt ... i screamed loud in pain .my legs were numb.. he took a leather belt and started to beat me... all my fellow people were in fear because of my scream ... no one dared to come for me .. i had to bear this because of my mistake .... my body is full of wounds ..... i lost consciousness and my periods came and my dark blood was stained in floor and appeared with clots.... by seeing that someone sounded loud....
at hospital ... )
she could not read because the baby is dead ... i know mom you love kids... but i never expect this ... mom yo faced great humiliation and you were attacked and lost your baby ... i am so sorry mom .. for whole miseries ....i had no words to say ... because you are half dead by your baby death ....