meeting first love

amar was looking outside ... i want to talk to him ... but how am i suppose to talk .. i went to back seat and kept you in my lap .... amar was seeing at me ... i don't know what was the reason ....

morning 7 : 30 am ... i was about to o out .... he also followed me ...

amar : radhika .... i want to talk with you...

what was that sir ...? i am so weak to speak to him....

amar : your brother was not a good person ....

i know about that sir .... how are you sir ...?

amar : will you please stop calling me sir ...?

you are my owner .. i had to give respect to you ..

amar : do i need your respect radhika .... radhika don't you see who i look like ...?

sir i am so sorry ... my baby didn't ate anything so ... i want you to go and take your business ... don't mine me ....

amar : i know radhika .... how about your husband .. how you end with this baby ... looking so cute ... baby looks exactly like you ...

i don't mine it sir ... sorry i am not married ...

suddenly his eyes lit up in excitement in my words ...

amar : radhika ... come lets go to hotel near by ....

i was about to follow him and i want to know why he was like this ...?

we went to near by hotel and ended up eating some thing and feeding some milk to you ....

amar : radhika ... i know you will be mad at me ...

but i am saying you whether you are in this state .. i want you to be my side i dont mine whether you are married ..... i dont mine to take your baby as mine ... but i sincerely love you ... from some people i know about your brother was staying here ... so i come to know about you ... sorry for coming late but i made my decision and came out from my family ... will you accept me as your short family .. i will be happy if you accept me ...

i was no idea to talk about ...

sir i am not what you think .. i will keep only bad vibrations to you ... please stay away from me ...

by that i left with out no word ....

amar : still you are escaping from me radhika .. i know you still love me ... but i dont know why you keep your love in disguise .... please radhika ... make it clear for me ...

sir i dont think what you are saying about .... ....but i am so sorry .. i can't suit ... please sty away from me and go back to your home .. by that word i left that place and went to search for house ... i know i was doing wrong but i am a bad luck how can i give my bad luck to my first love and also i am a sinful person .. you swere searching for me amar ... i know amar ... but i am not correct person... please amar stop coming after me ... i know this was hard for you but this distance keeps you and me safe and maintain a better ... i am sorry amar ..i am sorry ...i thought this in my mind and was searching for a house ...

finally i came to our house .. this was some what distance to your uncle home ... there a person was keeping that house for sold ...i went to look after this and i feel this was our home .... i feel comfortable here