opening the heart bare

He reached out and cupped my face with his hand as he gently wiped away the water from my cheek with his thumb. He looked me in the eyes. I know he could see that they were filled with a  mixture of emotions. There was longing, loneliness and something else that I myself couldn't quite describe.

He slowly moved his face closer to my and gently tucked my hair behind my ear at the same time. How much time had passed, when he moved his hand away, it felt like an eternity had passed, the cold started increasing suddenly, maybe because I missed the warmth his hands were providing to me.

"I am tired of all the tricks, sometimes i think i will go crazy because of them." I murmured, strange I would have never accepted it, never would have opened my bare heart for him to see, but this rain was making me more emotional, than I usually was.

"I know, but you will be free soon." I was expecting assurance or just a hug but that's all was what he said.