1 Chapter 1 The Beginning

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Chapter 1

It's been four years since Yuki left Cross Academy, She has been with Kaname. They went back to Kuran Manor. A large mansion, cold, and dark, If you ask Yuki. While she has been there, her and Kaname have gotten married and had a daughter Ai, Who is two.

At first, Yuki tried really hard, to be all that Kaname wanted. He was nice and would do anything Yuki wished. Always trying to keep her safe. He still hid things from her, keeping her in the dark. Yet, she still tried to let him, let her in.

Kaname would go away for days or even weeks, leaving Yuki alone. She only had Hanabusa to keep her company. He was her tutor. He was there to make her aware of her pureblood duties. Teaching her the proper way of doing things. Yuki went along with it all, even though at times it was a lot for her to bare. This wasn't what she was used to. She was used to being a human Carefree. Able to act and do as she pleased.

Remembering back at Cross how Zero and she would run the grounds. Go to school and just be themselves. She missed that, she missed Zero. More then she would let on. She craved him so much, it burned her inside and out. She would think of him all the time. Feelings and emotions filling her head and body. Dreams of him touching her in exotic ways. Yuki's Vampire setting off flames that Yuki couldn't control.

She knew it was wrong. How could she think such things? While being Married to Kaname. She loved Kaname. Yet, there was something missing. Her desire for him wasn't as high or hot as it was for Zero. Yuki never imagined that would be. Kaname's touch for awhile set her on fire. Knowing that she got what she desired all them years. Still feeling, he was too good for her. She wasn't up to his standards. Then things weren't the same, all she kept thinking about was Zero. How he used to corner her in the bathroom. Wrap his arms around her and bite her neck and take her blood. How she missed that. How she longed for his tongue on her neck. His bite, his hands. God, it drove her mad. So mad that at first, when she was feeling the urge she couldn't control. She would go to Kaname's room. Taking every ounce of heat from her to him. Using him, until she screwed him raw. Kaname knew something was wrong. This wasn't his sweet innocent Yuki.

When he made love to her for the first time. She had no idea of what to do. He showed her, now she was something to be reckoned with. She let her Vampire desires take over. Not trying to hide them anymore. He noticed. When she would bite him, he wasn't enough for her. He wasn't enough for her in bed either. She wanted something more, something else.

Kaname knew deep down, she loved Zero. He did his best to keep her away from him. He made sure, she never went to the balls and if so Zero wasn't the one to be in attendance that evening. He hid Yuki away from everyone. Doing his best to keep her his. He loved her, waited for her. He couldn't lose her. He knew in time something had to give. But now he would just try his best to keep her his. Even after having their daughter, things seem to get worse instead of better. She wasn't even going to his bedroom to work out her desires. Something shifted again. It was pulling her further away from him, instead of bringing them closer.

He was hoping that their daughter would have done that. It's why he did it on purpose. He knew in the throes of desire, Yuki wouldn't notice anything. There was no protection, he wanted her to have his baby. A pureblood. It would make her linked to him for the rest of his life, or would it? When she first had Ai, she got overly depressed. She didn't want the child or Kaname.

He did his best to get her out of the slump, she was in. Moving her towards the child at least. Hoping that in time She would move closer to him as well.