Vampire Fox Evolution System Ch18 ('Why?')

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After entering the cave I saw all the foxes waiting for me to arrive. I soon approached them and began speaking.

"All of you here are going to be having a very important new role" (Luna)

When I spoke those words they all began to shake in excitement.

"You all are going be in a unit that will be making use of your shadow and illusion magic, and your first mission will be to bring back information on the human kingdom" (Luna)

"Do you want us to enter the human kingdom or just scout it master?" (Tio)

"Not this time, I'm going to take a month to train you all along with the new army I plan on making" (Luna)

"We will be starting the training tonight so be ready!" (Luna)

"Yes Mistress!" (Foxes)

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It is currently around noon and I came to a tree that was on the other side of the lake. I needed to sort some things out in my head.

'Who are you?'

I began talking to my reflection in the lake.

'You are not me. I don't know how I know but you are not me'

'It feels like another person has become me'

'But I'm still me'

'There are things I should not know in my head'

'I 'Luna Violet' am from this world, but who are you?'

'Why do I have knowledge I shouldn't?'

'Is your personality affecting me?'

'Why am I attracted to those two girls?'

'I was never like that...these emotions are new...'

'My memories have not returned so I do not know what my past is...'

'I don't even know how I know that I am from here...'

'Why?'

'Why is this happening to me?'

'I didn't ask for any of this!'

I looked to the sky

'SO WHY?!'

'WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?!'

'DO YOU WANT ME TO BE THANKFUL THAT I GET TO LIVE?!'

'SCREW THAT! WHO DID YOU PUT INSIDE MY HEAD!?'

'why did you do this?'

'...wh...y...?'

I fell to the ground out of sadness, despair, anger, but most of all, confusion.

'(Just who am I to you?)'

'(Why go that far?)'

...Then I fell asleep.

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I woke up back in the cave. Tio was laying beside me clinging to my leg. But after regaining consciousness I began to think back upon what just happened.

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'*sigh*'

I looked down at Tio and saw her sleeping face as she clung desperately to my leg. I couldn't help but let out a chuckle after seeing this scene. I spoke to Tio in a soft voice.

"Tio" (Luna)

"*yawn* ...mishtrish" (Tio)

Seeing my face through her sleepy eyes caused her to hug me even tighter.

'Cute'

"Tio ...wake up" (Luna)

"mmmmh yes Mistress" (Tio)

"?" (Tio)

Tio looked at me then back down to the leg she was hugging then she finally let go.

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(pov Tio)

"I'm so sorry Mistress I didn't mean t-" (Tio)

Before I could finish speaking master hugged me.

"?!"

'W-W-W-WHAT?!'

'MISTRESS IS HUGGING ME?!'

I did not have time to enjoy the moment because master began to shiver in my arms.

"S-Sorry just let me stay like this for a bit" (Luna)

"...Of course" (Tio)

'...I have never seen Mistress so... 'lost' before'

'It feels as if I were to let go, master would disappear'

I began to return her hug in great strength.

Mistress started to cry silently and I could feel her tears on my neck.

'Mistress...'

Seeing her like this was horrible. I thought my heart was going to break.

I've always respected master. She was so cool and beautiful. But mainly because she saved us and gave us a home. Slowly these feeling of respect turned into something I didn't recognize. She felt so unobtainable, like she was not human but a deity. But seeing her in this state I soon realized what I was feeling.

'She has feelings too...'

She was always indifferent or angry. Everyone began to believe that she did not have 'feelings'. Even some times she acts like a different person, but that too felt unreal.

'Mistress'

'I will protect you... because...'

'...I love you'

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