1 Am I That Ugly or Just Really Unlucky?

Those are the questions that is going through my mind. Am i really that ugly? Am I unlucky? Did somebody cursed me? Am I paying for my Father's mistakes?

I am a 35 year old lady who is still single. I kept thinking what is wrong with me. Whenever I am meeting a guy, it is either he just wants to have intimate moment or he wants to extort money from me.

When I was a kid, my Father left us. The only thing that I could remember is the time he purchased a lot shirts for me and then he bids goodbye the next day. I didnt know that was the last time that I am going to see him. Those shirts became my favourite and even though it was already ruined, I still kept it and still wearing it. My Father is the first guy who broke my heart. I promised myself that i will never ever fall in love with a guy like that. I do not want my children to experience the pain that i went through... it is hard to swallow and accept that the first guy who will ever break your heart will be your Dad...