1 1 [Doubts]

It was 1 o'clock in the morning but Hanna couldn't sleep. The looks from Ken's friends faces when they saw them together makes her heart uneasy. She wanted to asks Ken tons of questions but she is afraid that it will make Ken mad, so she kept it all in her heart. After hours of squeezing herself in her bed, Hanna suddenly get up and walk to her study desk. She reach for her laptop to continue her assignments.

But, Hanna couldn't focus on what she was planning to do, instead, she log in to her social media and scrolling through the newsfeed. She stopped scrolling when she saw Iris' posted a pictures of her with Ken and a few other friends. In the picture Ken and Iris seems like a couple. So close. Hanna's suspicion became greater. First was how Ken's friends look at her earlier the day, second was the picture posted by Iris with a caption "We will always be together". Hanna clicked on Iris's social media to see what's more she has posted with Ken face on it.

Upon seeing most of the pictures posted by Iris, Hanna feels so small. That she shouldn't be with Ken. That someone else is better than her to love Ken. But in Hanna's heart, it's all for Ken. "Did Ken really love me? Why did he date me if he doesn't truly love me?" Hanna's muttering on her feelings. She wanted to text Ken but she is afraid that it will disturb Ken.

Ken is Hanna's senior in the College, and it's Ken final year so Hanna thought that Ken might be very busy with his assignments. While Hanna, it's her second year in the College and she wasn't really busy with her studies. Plus, she couldn't focus at all because of her love life. Besides, Ken hasn't called or texted her after the they meet up earlier. Hanna's mind suddenly flashback to the first time she and Ken met. It was never in Hanna's mind that they would crossed paths again nor being in love. That day, the weather was nice and calm. Just reminiscing their first met, it makes Hanna smile unknowingly....

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