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CHAPTER ONE

-SOFIA-

"Sancho, Bakit?" Pinipigilan ko ang sarili kung umiyak.

"I'm sorry. I'm tired of this. Yung totoo? Ang boring ng relasyon natin. Alam mo yun? Yung kapag hahawakan at hahalikan kita in public kelangan may permeso at minsan ayaw mo kasi kanito ganyan  and you couldn't even give me the happiness I want. Di ko nga alam bat pa tayo tumagal ng ganito eh!" Naiinis niyang sabi.

"You mean my virginity?" Nakayukong tugon ko.

"I thought you love me." Sabi niya.

"Yes I do. Peru diba pag mahal mo rin ako, you shouldn't ask me that thing. And I'm not yet ready. Alam mo naman kung anong mangyayari kapag.."

"Just tell me you don't trust me! Ibinigay ko naman lahat sayo diba? Isn't it enough to prove that you should trust me sa lahat ng bagay! Two years na tayo Sofia! "

"I'm sorry  Sancho. I can't surrender my virginity just to prove how much I love you. Kasi may ibang paraan naman eh. At di ka pa ba kontento sa mga naibibigay kong pagmamahal sayo?"

"I'm totally sick of this! Kung ayaw mo talaga ede wag! It's better we just split up! Wala karin namang oras para sakin dahil sa trabaho mo! I guess this is a goobye!" Galit na sabi niya bago tumalikod.

"Sancho.."

"And."

He stopped na hindi lumilingon sakin.

"I'm sorry to tell this.. I actually didn't love you."

W-what?

Ang kanina pang pinipigilan kung luha ay tuluyan ng tumulo.

That slap me.

Parang sinasaksak ng maraming kutsilyo ang puso ko sa sinabi niya.

He left me dumbed founded. I bit my lower lip to hold my tears kasi nakatingin sakin ang mga napapadaang tao sa gawi dahil nasa ground kami ng school.

My body is shaking. 

Di ko rin magawang gumalaw sa kinatatayuan ko to run over him para pigilan at yakapin siya. Peru dapat ko ba siyang habulin after knowing na di niya pala ako minahal at iba ang agenda niya sakin?

It actually hurt me so much lalo nat sobra sobra ko siyang minahal. Mahal ko siya eh. Sobrang mahal .

Akala ko iba siya sa ibang lalaki.

I can't stop my tears from falling kaya yumuko ako.

We've been couples for almost two years now peru di ko inasahan na hahantong sa ganito. I thought we're strong and inlove dahil sa mga kabutihang ipinapakita niya.

I was wrong.

Pakitang tao lang pala ang lahat nun. Ako lang pala ang nagmamahal saming dalawa, and all the things he did was just a fake. A huge fake! He remain in our relationship just because of one thing. My virginity. He waited that I'll give myself to him.

Shit!

Dati pa niya hiningi ang virginity ko but never in my mind na ibigay yun sa kanya. Yes, I love him so much but It doesn't mean I should give in. Not because takot ako peru dahil di pa ako kumbensedo na he deserve it.

And now mas malinaw na sakin na hindi talaga siya karapatdapat at hindi niya nga ako minahal.

Mas mabuti na siguro yung maghiwalay kami keysa naman humantong sa punto na baka maibigay ko pa sa kanya ang gusto niya tapos iiwan rin pala ako.

He don't love me. He just want my body.