Chapter 27

Here was my chance to talk to someone as me, and not as an extension of Mike. Though Kevin didn’t know the truth, I still felt as if he viewed me as just another appendage to his hopefully soon-to-be boyfriend. But now I had the chance to actually connect to someone all on my own.

Not that some of these guys made it easy. It was hard to wade through all the “dtf” messages and people asking for dick pics. But after a while I finally found him.

Even if he only wanted a hookup, I didn’t care. I needed to know what it felt like to be wanted, to be kissed, to be ravaged. After all, didn’t I owe that to myself, especially if I wasn’t going to be here that long? So, if it was my destiny to leave, I wanted to go with at least the memory of having been touched, having been wanted, maybe even having been loved. Even if just for one night.