Time to win

"Sorry, next time kid" Nes's father ruffled his hair smiling at six-year-old Nes.

Four years later, "What an unfortunate child" He heard the whispers from people as he walked down the streets with his father

" Ever since he was born his parents' life as become hell losing everything in their lives" The neighbors whispered, while looking at with pity.

"All of their family have told them to abandon him, but they won't listen" They weren't even trying to hide their whispers

"Dad" Nes said in a low tone.

"Don't worry I won't ever leave you and don't ever think I will" His father said with a huge smile on his face.

"Mum, Why is it that no matter how I hard I work I always lose I just want to die"

"I don't even deserve you guys" Nes sobbed uncontrollably his mother also broke down in tears grabbing him staring him in his eyes while on her knees

"Don't ever say that we are the ones who don't deserve you and done ever think of killing yourself. Promise me Nes!" She said, wiping his tears away smiling at him.

"I promise mom" He said smiling back at her, she then ruffled his hair before standing up.

Two years later, After a devastating bus accident killing Nes's mother causing his father turn to a life of crime before being killed in an encounter with the police.

"Why is this happening!? Why!!" Nes screamed, looking to the heavens as tears rolled down his eyes.

"I can't live without you guys" Young Nes said while holding the knife with shaky hands.

"I can't, I can't, I won't break my promise to you" He said tossing the knife away.

That was eight years ago.

"Remembering my shitty life before death, 20 years lived to lose everything and not win anything"Nes smiled.

"Why can't I win anything this is too much to take how is it possible to always lose in life nobody is even going to care if I die here" He said while gripping the knife even harder with tears rolling down his eyes.

" I'm sorry Mom and dad maybe I will see you on the other side and sorry mom for breaking my promise, but this is too much suffering." He looked at the knife in his hand.

"Goodbye bitching world, What a fucked up life" He said before stabbing the knife through his chest.

"My son you have suffered" He heard a gentle voice

"Is this death? Are you God?" He asked the voice as he floated in the endless white space

"Yes, I am" God replied him

"Why, Why have I suffered so much" He muttered has he started sobbing.

"Don't worry your next life will be the best" God said has he snapped his fingers.

"Wait, before I reincarnate can I see my parents first" Nes asked.

"Yes, Wait a second" His parents suddenly appeared before him and they were suddenly in something like a café.

"Dad..... Mom" Tears welled up in his eyes as he stared at the two of them.

"We know you've suffered" They said before hugging him.

"I'm sorry for breaking my promise mom but then suffering was too much" Nes said.

"You did your best you tried too live that long I'm proud of you" She replied.

"Thank you mom, but I have to go now" Nes said breaking the hug.

"My life isn't yet done, thank you guys for being the best" Nes said,

"Make us this promise you will become the best" His father said,

"I will fulfill this promise this time"

"I'm ready" He said staring into space as they watched on looking on with a smile on their faces.

"Goodbye guys" Nes said before he was enveloped in light

"Goodbye, Nes" They said before fading away from where they were standing.

"Are you ready now?" God asked Nes just gave a slight nod wiping his eyes.

"Become a winner" God said snapping his fingers before Nes disappeared.

[Reincarnation complete]

"Time to win" Nes said inwardly with a smile, and he wanted to stand up, but he couldn't, he looked at his tiny hands.

"What?" He screamed which just made him cry a woman walked up to him.

"Who dropped him here in front of the church " She said looking left and right before picking him up

"What is this, Nes is that your name cute thing" She picked up the name tag.

" This isn't that bad she is beautiful have never been this close to any girl except my mother" Which caused him to laugh.

"This will be a good life" He smiled.