Chapter 38

Elaine returned to the dorm after drying herself and opening the room door and she saw all her friends show sad and unmotivated faces. She went in and saw that there was only a little of his stuff.

"This news, we think we may not deserve to know or you want to run away quietly and let us know from others, In your heart, has you ever once thought we were your friends or we were not your friends" Said Ziana with angry and left the room.

Elaine sighed and she sat in the chair and cried "I'm sorry, i really sorry, Alisa, Lili, I didn't mean to hide it but I thought I'd tell you tonight but I didn't think you all would know in advance" Elaine said looking at her friend. Lili approached Elaine "Now we give you a chance to tell us all the things you hid" Lili said.

Elaine took the medicine, an illness letter and a handkerchief that had blood on it and placed it on the table "You all know that I was sick from a young age and it didn't get worse until I was hit by an iron in the warehouse, The doctor said if I didn't undergo treatment, I might have spinal problems that continue to cause me paralysis. I had to go for treatment and continue studying abroad, I'm sorry I can't spend time studying with you all "Said Elaine crying.

Alisa approached Elaine "We understand if you have to hide everything, Now we has technology, we can make video calls and we all promised when we all have our own careers, We will meet again no matter how far but Elaine you have to persuade Ziana first before leaving "Alisa said and wiping away her tears. Elaine nodded understandingly.

The sound of the door opening made the three of them turn around and see Ziana in tears "Are you in serious pain, if that's the case, you go there but you have to promise to always video call and tell us the development of your health to us" Ziana said and cried loudly. Elaine stood up and went to hug Ziana in the doorway "I'm sorry, I promise" Elaine said and Alisa and Lili came to hug them both and cried together.

Elaine saw all her friends could calm down and not cry. Elaine stood in front of them "I have something I want to ask for help from you all" Elaine said in front of all her friends. "What are you trying to ask for help" They said.

Elaine looked at them "Actually i and Nick have split up and I have a specific reason and one of them is because I was seriously ill because of his actions but I hope you all don't blame him and don't attack him and please keep the illness and where I went later from anyone including Nick and sorry again, I can't tell you where I'm going abroad for a while but I'll tell you all later" Elaine said.

Her friends nodded understandingly.

Ziana felt guilty wanting to ask but she bragged "Elaine, from what you said, it looks like you're starting to love Nick right" Ziana asked. Elaine was shocked to hear the question but she calmly replied

"Yes, He is the man I hate the most and the man I love most, I am grateful and happy when we are lovers, He took really good care of me even though it was all just acting, He always disturbing the vow I took, 'not fall in love and marry' I made because of him and i feel that we are not ready to love each other yet until we really really brave ask for forgiveness and love" Said Elaine with a small smile looking at the bracelet that was on her hand.

Everyone felt Elaine was really good at love relationships but didn't dare to do all that. They stood up from their chairs "Next week you're going abroad, We may not be able to send because we don't want anyone to know but while you're on your way to the airport, we want to make a video call, it's almost like we're there to send you" Alisa said.

The atmosphere in the room turned cheerful again after cry and love.

The night was so beautiful outside the dorm, Elaine took off the bracelet Nick had given her and kept it in a box along with her memory card with Nick "All human memories are unavoidable and maybe we have to split up or make our partner hate us. Yes it's not fair for them too and maybe we will feel regret it but when we have been through a lot of things, We can let go of everything related to him calmly, Even one day, We can't being together again" She said in his heart and close the box.