Either me or her

After a couple of minutes that felt like hours i calmed down and my father took mom to their room so they can talk about it all far away from me i guess you already know the reason by now.

I was laying on the bed lost in my mind and thoughts until i heard a knock on my door, i didn't want to talk to anyone now but i said come in anyway because knowing my family they will enter both ways. " Hey are you okay ?", i heard Diana's voice and i hummed as an answer i was really tired and couldn't form a sentence and i suppose she understood that, " don't go hard on yourself lil bro everything will be fine and we're all taking your side just give her time" and with that Diana left the room. I felt safe because everyone were on my side and they all understood my reasons and as Diana said mom will get it too hopefully soon.

Later that evening :

I started feeling so hungry yet i don't want to leave the room because to be honest I'm afraid that I'll see mom on my way or something and i don't really like that kind of surprises, as I was trying to fight my urge of just going to the kitchen my door swung open and my mom came in ' since when opening my door that aggressively became a trend for real just take it off if it's bothering you so much '. " We need to talk ", mom said in a very low tone and I couldn't make out either she's sad or mad but none of those options is good anyway so i think i should be worried by now.

" Yes mom what do you want to talk about ", i can see her raising her eyebrow was I rude or what ? " If you're going to continue on this art thing than you should just forget about me being your mother ", is that a joke? she can't be serious can she ? i was so shocked and i couldn't think of something to say so the plan was to say anything on my mind and just to be honest about how I am feeling because that just hurt. " So you're going to erase your own child existence because of his dreams ? ", I tried not to scream or to cry but i can feel my face turning red and my voice cracking, " That's not what i meant but i just don't think that Art will build you a good future Aidan I'm just scared about you ", Oh wow so abusing your child and tearing him apart is a way of being worried about him now well done mom what a great mother you are.

" But this is what i want you can't just take it away from me because you're scared i understand that you're worried about my future mom but still it is mine ", my mom's eyes started to soften finally she's seeing clearly through it, and i just noticed my father behind her lifting his thumb up as a sign of success and just when i started to believe that it was coming to an happy end something very unexpected happened.

" Don't be weak to his words mom he's just trying to run away from responsibilities and to party and get wasted all the nights in London and that's not how we've been raised " , it was Diana what does she mean by that ? so she was the one who's trying to fill my mom's head with this poison, my sister who said that she always had my back and who acted like she was my biggest supporter was the first one to stab me in the back, but for what ? she always wanted the place of my father in the company and with me out of the picture she can finally have it but i think my dear sister really wanted me so out of the picture like completely out of it.

" Tell him mom that if he's going than we won't be wanting him back", and my mom nodded to that while my father said that he'll always want me back and that this is my decision to make and not them i never felt so pressure in my entire life i mean i was the prince of the family so no one pressured me before, now they're all looking at me waiting for my answer to the question 'Your dreams or your mom' and to be honest i feel like she's just afraid about her reputation and what people will say about her as a big lawyer with a son that studies art so I'll the the exact right thing.

" I'm going to London after graduation and I ain't going back on that so you can do whatever you want ", and just like that after graduation I went to London with my dad's full support and love and with mom's hate and let's not forget that Diana kept on filling her head with those ideas every day but let's be honest if she didn't want to hear it she could've just ignored it but she wanted to so I ain't blaming nobody for her words.

I told Jay about it all when we met at the first day and i was so happy to have him around because i didn't want to be alone there in my childhood town. We and i mean me and my mom didn't talk ever since while i texted and called my dad daily he ensured me that she will get pass it one day because she loves me but I'm not so positive about it specially with a snake like Diana by her side.

After my moving out dad told me that Diana tried to change my room and just take it to her self as a closet but he refused saying that it was his house and my room will be locked which proves what i thought at first about her wanting to cut me off the family image. I was always so nice to her and tried to make her feel the best because i felt like as her being the eldest she had much more responsibilities then me but she was just trying to get rid of me all the time and when she finally had her chance she definitely didn't waste it. But why she was calling saying that she's visiting me ? what does she want from me because i know for sure it ain't no siblings reunion or something cute this girl is coming for some drama or she's planning on something really messed up and i don't have energy for this entire thing.