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Quill had found twelve missed calls from her father and she knew exactly what that meant,

The day of the ceremony was changed. Calling her dad she sat down already feeling tears in her eyes.

Calling her dad she sat down already feeling tears in her eyes.

"Hi," she cleared her throat, "when is it?"

There was silence at the other end and she waited until she heard her mom's voice softly say," hello honey ,... " she cut the call immediately and threw her phone on the bed.

She wasn't ready to speak to her mom, not after what happened, no, she wouldn't bear the questions and criticizing speech that would be sent her way.

Grabbing a pillow,she screamed into it and after she was satisfied that her throat would be sore the next morning, she gave in to her tears letting them spoil her five hour spent makeup. Maybe she should stop wasting her time with makeup when even before bed her tears always ruined it.

Allegra was the only friend she had and she wasn't ready to share such personal information with her just yet, it would take some time to let people in but she would wait patiently for the time she would proudly spill her whole heart to someone and crv on their shoulder.

Grabbing a pillow, she screamed into it and after she was satisfied that her throat would be sore the next morning, she gave in to her tears letting them spoil her five hour spent makeup. Maybe she should stop wasting her time with makeup when even before bed her tears always ruined it.

Allegra was the only friend she had and she wasn't ready to share such personal information with her just yet, it would take some time to let people in but she would wait patiently for the time she would proudly spill her whole heart to someone and cry on their shoulder, until then, she would cry on her own shoulder.