Trashed

It was almost the end of the semester and Beth and I were at a school party. By the time I lost count of how many drinks I had me and Beth we partying like crazy dancing up against each other. I was grabbing her waist and letting her body rub up against my shaft. I was squeezing her ass and pressing her into me. Want her more than ever before, I kissed her hard. My tongue exploring her moth piercing in and out. She kissed me so good it turned me on faster then my heart could handle. When some shouted spin the bottle a group gathered a spot on the floor me and Beth gained the action. Once it got to me I felt a little nervous I could see girls getting excited and giddy all except Beth. She looked almost mad like she was daring me to do it, so I did. I spinner the bottle and it started to slow toward Beth but then past her and stopped at the girl sitting next to her. I could feel the tension in the air start to rise. I leaned over to kiss the girl called Marry Jane. I could see Beth glaring watching carefully. It was so awkward it was like time slowed down and worse of all it was right in front on Beth! I closed my eyes as our lips neared when I felt Beth's soft moist lips again. I opened my eyes Beth had slipped in and stole the kiss. After that me and Beth left the party. I walked her home walking in silence the whole way. As we approached her house I could see that her parents were home and Beth looked like she wasn't ready for me to leave. As I watched her climbed the steps up to her house I wanted to say something like good night or sleep well but I couldn't bring myself to speak. There was a long silence before she asked me if I wanted to come in. I let her guide me to the living room. When she stopped and turned around I was almost flustered. Her face was red and she looked so cute I wanted to kiss her so bad. I started walking toward her and she walked toward me. When we were only a few inches apart I could feel her breasts up against my chests. My heart was pounding so loud that I could only hear her heart pounding slightly. I asked her where her parents were. When she simply replied on a short vacation I realized she was going to be alone tonight. I could feel myself getting a boner, I was in panic. Trying not to make her notice I kissed her. She was shocked a first but then soothed. I could remember wanting her so bad and I did. The next morning I woke up to Beth cuddling me. Her breasts tight up against me making me have a major boner. She woke up with a big smile on her face. She slowly got up and walked toward the bathroom as I laid there remember what had happened last night. When I got up I went down stairs to find Beth making breakfast. She knew everything I like. I thought about asking Beth out but before I could Beth had a serious talk with me. She told me that she had a good time but this could never happen again. I never quite understood what she meant. I thought she loved me or maybe she just wanted to sleep with me. I left that day hurt and confused but I always respected Beth and let her make boundaries between us. We still held hands and kissed once in a while but I never had the courage to ask her out. But little did I know our friend ship was about to erupt.