1 True love

Oh God! Forgive me for my mistakes I fall in love with someone else. I was praying and crying, my neighbour call me but I didn't hear, when he put his hand on my shoulder then I pay attention to him.

Neighbour: why you are crying so much? I noticed you since two hours. Look at yourself what you have done with yourself. Come on let's go with me to get some food.

I just look at him with a silence and walk with him. We go to the hotel and he order some food.Now he asked me.

Neighbour: what's wrong with you? Why you cried so much? On the whole way to hotel I was thinking about you.

Emad: it's a long story my friend.

Neighbour: I want to listen it. I want to know why you cried so much?

Emad: three years ago, I was the student of 11th class. I was so bad at that time. I wear rings, I do drugs, hahahahaha how bad I was.

On day, when college is end up and we are going to hostel, I saw the beauty of nature, how pretty she is? I just looking into her. She dress up very well and she cover the whole body. She do Nekab. I can see her face but still she attract me. After all I can not control myself and I go to talk to her. Excuse me!

Sadaf: Yes

Emad: Hello, I'm Emad Ali Khan.

Sadaf: I'm Sadaf khan.

Emad: Nice to meet you.

Sadaf: Thank you. How can I help you?

Emad: No, no, I'm not here for help. I just see you and wanna talk to you.

Sadaf: I am sorry, but you are not able to talk to me.

Emad: What do you mean?

Sadaf: Just look at yourself and look at me. Is this possible to talk to you.

Emad: Yes, but if you want.

Sadaf: First make yourself like a Muslim, become nearest to the Allah.

Emad: What do you mean I am not a Muslim?

Sadaf: Your face structure show it.

Emad: When I become near to Allah then, will you love me?

Sadaf: then I'll think about it.

She put me in thinking. I just start thinking about myself. I start hated myself. I don't go to college for several days. But at last I decided to bring changes in myself. I do wear proper clothes and I start to learn Deen-e-Islam.

At the beginning it was very difficult for me but it was very interesting. When ever I recite the Holy Quraan I feel pleasure. It make me more happy. My life become different. And I fall in love with my Allah. Now I know that what I have in my life is given by Allah. I left my college and home, and come out in the way of Allah, To learn Deen e Islam and I reached here in the Makkah. Here I remember my love with someone else, that love is also because of Allah. Allah give her so much beauty. Her beauty is not belong to her, it is given to her by Allah.

When I remember that girl, I started crying and so sorry to Allah. I apologise for all my mistakes that I have done.

I learned that the true love in this world is with Allah. Our love must be for Allah.