1 This pain is Unbearable

my head feels heavy and throbbing with pain my body is burning like it's on fire mika is sitting on bed and looked at me worried

mika,I say her name in heavy voice my she smiled at me Olivia you got fever but don't worry get some rest it's going to be better ok I nod mika is same age as me but sometimes she acts like older loving sister ...

Olivia here drink some water she pass me glass of water mika I wish I have a sister like you I gave my thoughts voice she smiled sweetly I'm your sister and bff I love you Olivia with that my mind gose blank

"call her parents mika so they can take care of her why are you doing all this shit I thought she's gona stay here for just a while but now it's have been a whole week"a rough voice came he's mika elder brother he hates me..I don't know why? i dont remembermaking him mad??seriously,what have I done... because of me mika have to listen lecture I don't want to go home but I have to go it's I can't Give a mika anymore tension she has been skipping school from past week, what mika says to her brother I don't hear she come to room I close my eyes and pretend to sleep I don't want to put her any awkward situation

Next Morning ::thank god Olivia your fever get down but you have a lot weakness so be careful ok I'm going school today i have test sorry.she was getting ready and talking at the same time she's an angle in earth seriously smile appear on my lips mika saw that "hy hy miss gorgeous smile latter first get up and let's eat breakfast I'm getting late for school

after eating breakfast she give me medicine nd kiss my head I'm going Olivia love you me too dear take care mika

"ohh Olivia and don't worry I'll got your attendance she wink at me and left " after she left my smile also disappear ' I have to go home if I don't face the reality now I can't become stronger I can't always run from the truth no matter how bitter it is ...

I was taking shower i remember when I first come here with mika I don't bring any clothes and past whole week I've been using her clothes they are a little tight and short its not the problem becuse i dont leave her room but now I forget to bring clothes in the bathroom I can't go out naked "thud"room door burst open I guess mika is back but earlier then actual time I decided to call for help

mika:::no answer came

mika stop being mean I forget to bring any change of clothes please get me something to wear I feel cold I was shivering from cold this time also no answer came ... looks like I'm hearing things because of fever I decided to go out like this not naked but to cover my self with bath towel and come out I was right no one is here sigh of relive escape from my lips I open the wardrobe and start to find my own clothe because I'm going home today I have to wear that one while searching I hear something fall behind me I turn around to find mika's brother was standing there looked shocked and in his hands was my clothes that now fell on the floor he was looking at me from head to toe first I don't understand then sudden realization hit me I'm naked just in towel standing and he was looking at me all the blood rushed to my face steam start to coming from my ears when he saw my blushed face he come out of shock .his face got stiff without saying anything he left the room and close the door with so much force I flinch at first grab my clothes from the floor mika brother left there and change in less than 10 minutes I left her house I was still embraced now for my whole life I can't get married sob sob sigh I msg mika about telling her I'm going home today no reply come it means she's still in class ...

she don't notice someone watching her as she left the house from his balcony. .....

I rang the bell 3rd time and no one is opening the door what the hell this time I bang on the door someone coming from the stairs I can head the rustled sound from the other side of the and after long 25 minutes finally the door flung open ,,,

the person open the us last person in earth I want to see and behind him my little sister Lisa smiling like an angel but she's such a bitch when john saw me he step aside I don't look at them and walk straight to my room but my room was become such a mess it's like they have been doing nothing but having fun past whole week. I feel again the stinging in my heart I'm having problem in breathing I start to hit my chest but nothing work my head is throbbing again with pain what happen to me??? the men i love the most cheated on me with my own sister? and past 7 days I was living as dead and they are having fun all the time ??? I wanted to scream so hard that anyone in the world can hear my pain I was crying hard again I promise mika I won't cry anymore but Mika the pain is unbearable I can't take it anymore I fell down on my knees holding my chest I can't breathe and pain is building up john saw me like that he come to help but I jerk his hand away don't. . don't you dare touch me with your dirty hands I yell at him get away from me get out I get up I want to get out of here I can't clearly see where im going thanks to all the tears my foot slipped I fell downstairs and hit my head hard the blood gushing out from head seeing my blood i hear screaming "ahh thats the end of my life think" before closing my eyes I saw two figures running towards me ...