Treat Her Right 89

~Johana~

I was feeling hydrated and not too tired, it was the next morning and I got up and tried my best to clean myself up, I had a tear that was stitched and everything so I was going through it in my lower body region.

After cleaning up the nurses brought my babies to me I sat down and place them both in front of me looking at them, they were both beautiful.

Nyani Kitana Bernard and Nyair Bryson Bernard.

I cant understand how looking at them makes me fall so deeply in love with them it's like I feel that extra strength to protect them, I only cared about them and their needs and nothing else.

The world was slowly breaking down in front of me and I felt no way about it because now I had not one but two amazing lives to govern, I had to carve two human beings to become the best version of myself.

"You will be discharged this morning at 8:00 I will bring the papers to you shortly I can take them back if you want them to rest for the next two hours," The nurse said smiling at me.

I nodded and continue to play with my little love, I can't wait to see them in school and walking I already knew they were going to grow up fast so even though they are barely a day old I'm expecting it already.

"This bitch done brought two of herself in this world come on nah this is gonna be real hell on hold bitch lemme place my babies' gifts right here" Jamie came in with the excitement as always.

I was so excited to see him I missed him these couple of weeks that I've been hiding in my crib my belly was hanging low and I could barely walk with two big ass kids in me.

"Hey baby how you doing stop cursing my babies are barely in the world I don't want their first words to me bitch" I said laughing at him.

He came and started playing with them I decided to used this time to pack up the things I had laying around here I had three whole bags in here one with my things and the two other had Nyani and Nyair Items in it I was told that I could carry one bag for the both of them but I didn't I was too excited.

"Girl I don't know what you did wrong or right but tell me why this nigga looking like you and nobody else this is your twin girl what's this little girl's name she doesn't be looking like a soul," Jamie said holding Nyair while Nyani sleep.

"The boy is Nyair and the girl is Nyani, he does look like me a bit but she looks like my mother and i'm not liking that," I said finally done packing.

"Well at least they don't look like Tevin's dumb ass I hate that nigga so much I would snap in man mode and kill his as on the spot and I'm not turning in my self so the police would have to get ready for the chase," Jamie said getting upset.

Everybody hated Tevin but I didn't at one point he wanted to be in his child life but I had sex with his friend and disrespected him right through the pregnancy that why I didn't give them his last name because I was not going to force the responsibility on him although I shouldn't have to.

" Yea he's okay, ain't nobody worried about him," I said feeling sad all over again.