Treat Her Right 51

Madison

"I'm looking right at you, but you're not there

I'm seeing right past you, but you seem well aware

Your body is here but your mind is somewhere else

So far gone and you think I can't tell

Can't tell that you are disconnected

You pulled away and I miss your presence"

This right now is how I am, so I'm awake, why was I sleeping in the first place,  what happened, who are these people are the question I kept asking,  all I'm hearing is how they missed me and how scared they were and this lady had the nerve to tell am that I had to go to therapy who is she.

I laid on my back in the bed looking at the blank white walls thinking I have been doing this for hours and nothing was resurfacing.

I felt numb, dumb, and illiterate I also felt tired y'all ever had a long as nap so long that you wake up tires and had to take another one?

That's me all I have been working doing these past hours is sleeping waiting for someone I know to show up but did I even know anyone?

I needed some relief I went back to sleep hoping that everything will be ok and that I'll at least remember a few things.

I'm so stressed right now what is my life turning into.