Treat Her Right 17

Madison

It's been two weeks since I moved out of my mother's house and I stopped babysitting Diamond because his grandmother came back, and I was at all cost trying to ignore them.

I haven't been to my mother's house since and I requested that no one shares my address without my permission, and they did as followed Johanna talked back to me over the phone but I have not seen her since school started today, but my class is at 10, so I'm literally just sitting at home all alone in my feelings it has been that way for a while now.

Having someone pointing out your insecurities and laughing about it has to be the worst thing.

In my back, I have a 5-inch-long line from where I got cut trying to defend my self after getting stitches it left an ugly scar that I try my best to hide.

I know I'm not fat but I'm not skinny and that's always the first thing someone pointed out on me as they see me.

I know I'm more

I remember shopping in Walmart last week and this guy was in front of me in the line acting a fool the one time he turned around he looked at me from head to toe talking bout "damn Lil mama you hella thick " I rolled my eyes and pushed my shopping cart in his back and I replied telling him my patience was hella thin.

Like why couldn't he say that I'm beautiful am I not?

I really don't understand I might not be good enough that must be it, after being cheated on several times this is how you will feel, I did everything Noel wanted me to do, and he still cheated, he still lied, I never once put my hands on him, and he still beat on me.

I really enjoyed Kylan's company he was nice at times, and he liked to bother me but when he started getting rude with me I had to stop talking to him, a few weeks ago I felt like I was making progress I felt needed, I felt beautiful, now I'm having a major set back.

I grab my bag and headed to my car and got in driving straight to campus I didn't stop to get breakfast because ever since Kylan's little joke I've been on a diet watching my weight and all that so after class, I will get a salad and yogurt to go.

I parked and got out entering the school and Johanna rushed me with a hug and plenty kisses, "hey Million" she shouted my last name even though she was right beside me I hugged her back sharing kisses on the cheek with her. Hey baby mom's how are you I asked, and she blushed replying as we headed to the hall to catch up because they called an emergency assembly, so we headed there.

I got to find out that she let her hate for keona go and that was quite surprising because Johana can be a pain in the ass and I'm not playing about that I'm so glad that she's keeping the baby I get another baby to love and cherish I'm so excited.

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After assembly, I headed to class while Johanna headed to hers as I stepped through the door I told my professor morning and handed her my soft copy for the project I sent her online.

I've known Ms. Green since birth and ever since I came here she treated me no differently from the rest of my classmates and I like that but once we are behind Lakes Wale College entrance gate she treats me like her own daughter.

I sat down and waited for class to start she ran through the next syllabus quickly and gave us some items to do major research on them we were dismissed, I headed to Johanna class to see what she was doing because I was hungry and after sitting in that class for two hours I needed to get that salad I had one more class later but that class is at four to seven that's a medical class and today we are supposed to open and examine the inside of a frog, I hate frogs but I'm excited.

When I got to Johanna class she was sitting talking to her friend Jamie I waved at Jamie and sit with them as they continued to talk 15 minutes later I got up, and they followed me, I'm going to get some food and maybe walk through the mall later guys. They both said bye Johanna was going round the bend with Jamie, round the bend is a little spot where you can eat in buffet style but I'm on diet and I wasn't invited so.

I connected my phone to the aux cord and began playing some Annmarie she is all I have been listening to since lately and her album "Tripolar" is it so of course, I'm going to be all hooked on it I drove to the west mall that mall was much smaller and was less busy around this time all I really need to get is some new slide and maybe a few dresses and my salad I parked and headed to the entrance of the mall with my bag in my hands while walking in I bumped in someone.

And it was Keona and Diamond, I immediately stooped down and started playing with Diamonds in his stroller while Keona stands looking jealous I hugged her, and we headed inside while we had small talks.