GETTING LOST FOR A SECOND (10)

The deal went perfectly fine. My client liked my goods and I was to supply to him then henceforth. That's more like it. So with big fat wallets we leave that club and go to our place. The strip club I actually own. There the biggest party of the year was to go down. King Moja was in a good mood and so very generous.

Even I like it when I'm generous. Everyone parties like there's no tomorrow, on my bill. They say spend money to get money and then spend it again. I'm spending my money and loving every second of it.

I watch people, men and women have the time of their lives with me sporting two hot sluts in my arms pleasuring me. Making me feel like a young man again. Well, a man is as old as he feels, am I right? I could live like this forever.

On that thought of forever though, a miserable cry fills my ears suddenly and I don't need a second to remember where I am. So I brace myself for a one long scream filled ride for the next couple of hours. And it doesn't get better, in any case, gets worse. The mood and atmosphere despondency is that black hole that sucks everyone and everything into it.

Somehow I'm in agony too with them. To think I thought they would suffer and I would be smirking about it was one stupid fantasy. I am suffering too. And now I dread even more having my own nightmares. If the other's puts me off like this, what about my own?

I wonder if I can still get out of here. I would more than eagerly jump into the opportunity. Just hope I don't get to some place worse. But we don't even leave our cages so I don't know what to expect. Maybe I should try talking to Pier even when my ego is strongly advising against.

My body has had like a million shudders with every scream piercing through the night air. At some point I'm scared I might have a seizure or something. My body could go into shock any second. But then it's not exactly a body so it won't.

On that thought, I try shaking my body in a bid to release some emotion. Who knows, they could be the forces holding this form together. After throwing myself around for a while I fell different. Really different.

I feel energetic, youthful and numb from every emotion I previously had. I feel strangely new. Its as if something heavy has been lifted off me. I feel like a different version of me . But it's like I actually have been that person before. It's new and exciting. I feel free. So free. And then sleepy, so I lay back down and close my eyes. I drift quicker than what the scream juice could make you.