11 Chapter 10: Amelia And Alexen's POV

<p>Amelia's POV<br/>_____________<br/>.<br/>"If you want to lecture them, can you go and do it somewhere else. You're disturbing my leisure. At least give me some peace, before I leave," said Evelyn as she rolled her eyes at us.<br/><br/>And I couldn't express how hurt I was at the moment.<br/><br/>I could feel from her expressions that she was utterly repulsed by our presence... maybe even disgusted.<br/><br/>And it's hurting deep inside of me... as if someone was forcibly taking out my heart with bare hands.<br/><br/>I couldn't believe this was happening. The little sister whom I had bowed to protect and love no matter was about to leave me... And I'm not sure if we could ever meet again.<br/><br/>If... If I could see her ever again.<br/><br/>Evelyn is my little sister. The little baby whom I had secretly took in my arms when she was left unattended by mother Winter and her maids.<br/><br/>And instead of crying, baby Evelyn had only smiled at me. I could still remember that day when I had sneaked into mother's room to see the baby. And in an instant, I had fallen in love with her.<br/><br/>I still remembered those days when baby Evelyn used to follow me (A/N: Amelia skipped the part 'us' as she considered that Evelyn only wanted to play with her not her Brothers who are too 'stupid') to play with.<br/><br/>And now that we have grown up, now only did I got to know that these brothers of mine are not only stupid but so cruel... Or else how could they spread the rumour about a five year old kid?<br/><br/>I wanted to scream so much to tell Evelyn that she didn't need to leave. She could still do the things she wanted and play with me (A/N: Amelia took Evelyn's childish schemes as a child's play who's throwing an immature tantrum). I would protect her but no one knows better than me that I couldn't even protect myself. So how could I protect her?<br/><br/>But... looking at her repulsion to call me "Sister" sweetly like before, I feel like I failed as her sister.<br/><br/>So, now I could only watch her leaving with mother from the side as her maids and knights kept on filling their carriages with luggages.<br/><br/>And that pretty smile of hers... Why is that smile so pretty when leaving this house? Is she that relief to leave this place, leave me?<br/><br/>Did she never love... like me? Just a little bit?<br/><br/>And even mother...!<br/><br/>She used to say she loves me... Was that a lie? She never loved me... isn't it?<br/><br/>Both of them didn't!<br/><br/>So they could leave so happily. Right?!<br/><br/>But I still couldn't come to hate them. 'Cause I know they were never happy here.<br/><br/>And it's all because of these three men at my side... Father, Brother Aiden and Brother Alexen.<br/><br/>But then... my eyes widened in shock as my eyes fell on their faces...<br/><br/>Are... Are my brothers crying?<br/><br/>I couldn't help but wipe away my tears as I rubbed my eyes thinking they are playing tricks! But even after wiping them twice, I still saw their tears...<br/><br/>Ahh? Is this for real?<br/>.<br/>.<br/>.<br/>Alexen's POV<br/>______________<br/>.<br/>I know I was wrong. But I was young back then. So I did whatever my mind was thinking right. But I changed later, no?<br/><br/>I tried to make everything right.<br/><br/>But how would I know that things would turn for the worst instead. But I swear I never meant to hurt Evelyn so much. I was just enraged that she kept on throwing mud at Amelia.<br/><br/>But... But... I never wanted her to leave... leave this place and see this house as a disgusting thing.<br/><br/>I had done many wrong things and now I am regretting it, I wanted to tell her... for a long time. But I never got the chance to.<br/><br/>And now she's leaving. Leaving for good with her mother, just like how I wanted.<br/><br/>And it's breaking my heart into millions seeing her smile so happily. Was she that happy? Happy to Leave?<br/><br/>Maybe she was! After all, I only hurt her. And I guess, all the things went wrong in the royal palace, after all she completely changed from there. Only... If I could reverse the time... If Only... But there's no if.<br/><br/>My eyes were warming up as I remembered the scene where everything changed. All her love filled affections were replaced with fear and hatred.<br/>.<br/>.<br/>.<br/></p>